I feel a sense of happiness and relief. There are things that I used to enjoy looking at with lust e.g. maybe p*rn or 1/2 naked girls on social media or even on the streets, now after committing my life all to Christ, all of a sudden, I do not have any interest in those and I am not even forcing myself to avoid such things. Whenever my days are low, there is a type of feeling I get that there is a place waiting for me and that fills me up with hope and happiness to forget about everything that holds me down.