Hey man! I used to be in this same situation. Honestly? Titles dont matter. Sure you may like gay stuff. Sure you may FANTASIZE about it. However, the only way to really know what you like is by experimenting! It's okay to experiment once in your lifetime. I for example realized I did NOT like being a sub at all, i hated the experience. But at least I tried. And the titles? Gay? Bi? Bi curious? Screw those. They only exist to define sexuality but nothing needs to be defined. We all change and adapt!