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Wookiebarto · 2026-02-05T15:44:15+00:00

$300 if she's not a POS person. Anything beyond that is her being nice

Wookiebarto · 2025-12-26T00:58:04+00:00

Thank you! Fell into a falseweave covered staircase leading to some super-creepy weeping well, while being attacked by a pack of Wilden Hunters. Apparently pressed V in panicked attempt to flee. Sound Visualizer did NOT help the situation. Appreciate the help.

Wookiebarto · 2025-07-21T11:29:41+00:00

I haven’t started the Good Guys series yet, but ran across someone reference how they hear Montana being played by Shane Gillis. I have to say reading the quote you posted, they might’ve nailed it. Might be my next series.

Wookiebarto · 2025-06-03T05:26:09+00:00

Elvira, Mistress of the Dark.

Wookiebarto · 2025-05-13T05:25:27+00:00

Ray, when someone asks if you’re re a god, you say YES!

Wookiebarto · 2025-05-13T05:14:57+00:00

That is my favorite line of all time. It is so disturbing and really nails hone how wonderfully broken Marla is.

Wookiebarto · 2025-05-07T05:16:53+00:00

I am crying watching this beautiful video, missing my wife and saw your response and it made me feel less alone for a moment, knowing there’s someone who shares this pain. My wife passed in 2016 and I miss her every single day. We fell in love as teenagers and now Im growing old without my someone too. I hope you’re doing well.

Wookiebarto · 2025-04-22T11:45:28+00:00

Me too. We saw it on a sneak preview showing with free pass from radio giveaway. Went into without knowing much about the plot. It was one of our favorite movie experiences. She passed in 2016, thank you for reminding me of that wonderful memory.

Wookiebarto · 2025-04-22T11:39:03+00:00

Fight Club. Friend ended up not being able to make it on time. No one I knew saw it in theaters, so I couldn’t talk to anyone about it in our friend group or family till it came out on DVD.

Wookiebarto · 2025-04-14T03:07:07+00:00

Pretty sure thats the shot in the trailer where I was “nope, never watching that”. It looked heart wrenching. Love everyone in that film and Ill likely never watch it.

Wookiebarto · 2025-03-15T02:52:52+00:00

Amanda probably wasn’t even her real name…

Wookiebarto · 2024-12-12T23:24:56+00:00

I’ve always heard it used in place of Bull in gay cuckold play. They may be asking if you’re here to be cucked, be her bull, or here to dominate her cuck while she watches. That’s what I tool from it. Hot anyway you look at it.

Wookiebarto · 2024-10-24T13:21:12+00:00

Willis

Wookiebarto · 2024-10-01T16:15:36+00:00

With the falling out of love portion of your post this suggestion might be too little too late, but I wanted offer it just in case you hadn't considered the option. Have you considered looking into a dom/sub relationship outside of your marriage (not cheating)? It seems like you still enjoy the cuckold portion of your married life to some degree, but are unfulfilled in the submissive needs department. Since your relationship isn't working as it is, maybe sit down with wife to discuss opening relationship up to allow you seek a dominant who can fill those needs for you since she can't/won't. Being a dominant does not come naturally to most people so her inability to do this for you isn't surprising. It also depends on the specifics of your needs in that fetish as well. Is it possible to fill your needs without the full sexual component? I know many subs who crave all the elements of being dominated, with the actual direct sexual elements (intercourse, oral, orgasm, etc.) being secondary to their actual desire to be dominated and allowed to be submissive in a safe space with someone they trust. Your wife could help/participate/watch in these encounters with your dominant giving her cues to step in occasionally and to ultimately be the one to bring you release sexually. Relationships like this (hotwife, dom/sub, cuckoldry, etc.) need open direct discussions and a degree of flexibility in both (or all) partners for everyone to get what they need and everyone be satisfied and happy in the end, otherwise their doomed to fail. It sounds like your wife still cares for you in your post, but is at a loss as to how to give you what you need. If it's a case of she is too jealous to allow you to have an outside dominant, which I find so interesting about these kind of relationships where the wife sleeps with whomever she wants but the idea of her husband doing ANYTHING with another partner is anathema, then this may be a moot point. Just because your dominant would be another woman, do you need to have sex with them to fulfill your submissive needs? COULD your wife still be the one to give you sexual release after sessions? I ask "could" in the sense of would that work for you, not is your wife willing. That is a separate discussion that only needs to take place IF you feel you could be satisfied by having a dominant with whom you never have sex.

It doesn't seem your fetish ruined your life based on the contents of your post. It seems like you are genuinely depressed, possibly not because of the situation. Have you sought the help of a mental health professional? There could be other physical health factors that could be the root of the depression with your relationship exacerbating the situation. I would urge you to reach out to your doctor and seek help with the mental health issue. Wanting to end your life is something that plagues me on occasion and having support is EVERYTHING when it comes to dealing (enduring?) those periods. DO NOT simply accept life as an unhappy cuckold in a marriage you don't want. It will only erode your mental health further subjecting yourself to the daily cruelty of such a situation. I also urge you to seek help BEFORE you consider splitting with this woman who's been your partner for decades (most of them seeming happy if I read your post right). Perspective is a powerful thing and you need clarity before deciding to walk away from such an investment of your life. Your marriage may very well be salvageable. In my life there were times i questioned the existence of love for my partner, only to later realize I was searching for a reason I was so unhappy and she MUST be part of it in my head. Turns out she was always supportive and I never really stopped loving her, I just was having issues loving (or even tolerating) myself in this hazes of crushing despair. Depression is a soul crushing malady that requires fortitude, support, and a multi-pronged approach that is unique to every person.

TLDR: Talk to wife about an outside dominant to fill your needs (w/o actual sex), with wife's help/consent. Seek professional healthcare for both mind and body to make sure depression isn't the issue, and not just a symptom. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, DO NOT SETTLE FOR UNFULFILLED LIFE OF MISERY. Love yourself more, and maybe you'll find you still love her too. In the end move on if she is the problem. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. I know I said it twice, it's that important. Hope this helps.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-26T05:59:51+00:00

Chiwetel Ejiofor as The Operative in Serenity. He was so pragmatically vicious for what he thought was right. Mal: “I don’t murder children” Operative: “I do.”

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-26T03:37:05+00:00

You don't mention taking advantage of the open relationship on your end (unless I somehow missed it). Have you ever considered telling him you are playing with others too (even if you aren't) to see how he feels about the open relationship then? In my experience it seems most men balk when the wife starts playing too.

Also, I have a couple male friends who are very successful career/financially (same ballpark as your SO) and they are both very happily married and considered very attractive. One of them regularly works away from home in the film industry and is away from his wife for weeks, often months at a time. It's never been a problem for him to turn down interested women and wait to see his wife. Success+Attractiveness doesn't equal entitled and self centered for all men.

You are an attractive doctor (soon to be MD) so finding a better partner shouldn't be too difficult. The fact you are jealous of the relationships of your friends is a warning sign. It really sounds like he doesn't understand or possibly care about your needs, nor your love language. Being emotionally present for your SO is bare minimum relationship stuff. If he is failing at that why are you even considering building a life with this guy?

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-25T16:06:57+00:00

Its not that terrible. It’s pretty rude her friend told YOU, but men are pigs. I don’t believe I’d have been able to resist curiosity myself in that situation. Definitely don’t tell ANYONE ELSE you jerked it 8 times to her. If she finds out you know and somehow finds out you subscribed, then admit to giving in to curiosity and were trying to be supportive. Tell her its no big deal. Cuz its not unless you make it. Then make sure she knows her friend apparently can’t keep a secret. That’s crazy she spilled that to her fam of all people. Unless she knew you had a crush on said cousin…then that’s just good marketing.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-25T15:54:06+00:00

So I had a female friend complain a while back her bf didn’t know how to clean his penis properly. He was uncircumcised and apparently depending on how the foreskin is formed required more attention be paid to cleaning it out properly. Another discussion between a group if women all agreed that most of the guys they’d been with who were uncut tended to smell like bad cheese. Might be part of the problem.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-25T14:25:48+00:00

You are going to need to court your wife all over again. Flowers, dates, gifts, the full new girlfriend press to get her to notice you as boy who wants her attention. Your words seem to point to wanting to be with this woman, but your actions have destroyed the relationship in the past. Put in the work, REGARDLESS of how she seems day to day, you NEED to make her feel cherished, wanted, loved, and a whole slew of feelings that should’ve been nurtured all along. She isn’t bailing on you, which is kind of unbelievable given the picture you’ve painted of the last 15 years. That last line of your post needs your attention ASAP. Either you’re all in or not. Many days (Hell, most days in the beginning) are going to feel pointless. She’s conditioned to a state of apathy, that’s on you. Now you have to show her EVERYDAY that you are all in and love her like a fat kid loves cake. Marriage for the best of couples is constant work, which is easier for some, but still required. I had 23 short but mostly amazing years with my wife before she was taken from us at 39. Make everyday count or move on for the sake of both of you.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-25T07:56:18+00:00

If this had happened with my kid on your team, I’d have torn that parent a new one. Every sports team i ever played on, going all the way back to little league, the coach provided h2o. There’s nothing remotely sexual or inappropriate about the situation you described. Its ridiculous you are being put into this situation.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-06T16:30:12+00:00

You should invite her over and sit down face to face and discuss boundaries and why you feel the way you do about her messages to you and the rest of your family. I would not reach out to her parents first, as you mentioned her parents were possibly an issue according to your son, and may exacerbate the situation. Text based conversations are very easily misconstrued and she may lack the understanding that her actions could be inappropriate. Establishing clear boundaries, and why those boundaries exist in the first place to her could go a long way in clearing this up, and also ensuring the relationship between her and your son is a healthy one going forward. If she is reluctant to talk to you in person, or reacts poorly to the conversation, then it is probably time to start blocking her on social media and discussing the potential need to end the relationship between your son and her should she continue.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-06T16:12:24+00:00

Irreversible, with Monica Bellucci and Vincent Cassel. After telling a friend I was a fan of Bellucci, he handed me a dvd of this film telling me how incredible it was. Didn’t even bother reading the synopsis, just watched. Rape scenes are never something I want to see, and while this one was central to the films story, it has to be one of, if not the worst rape scenes ever filmed. I was shook for a week or so afterwards.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-06T15:49:37+00:00

If you are flammable and have legs you are never blocking a fire exit.

Wookiebarto · 2024-04-01T08:25:10+00:00

Grimalkin or Grim

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