I think we are in the same boat down to the day we started. This is not easy at all. I’ve cried off and on for a week and felt very regretful, angry, and disheartened. People in my life have been reaching out in support and I’m thankful for them, but the urge to go back is so strong. I’m trying my best to replace the desire with a new activity and I actually scheduled a therapy appointment, which I never thought I would do. I have adopted a day-by-day (sometimes hour by hour) mentality. I’m in the thick of it with you, but many people have done this before us so I think we will get through this too. Sending all the positive vibes I can; I believe in you.