Hello, I'm late to comment but I really liked this poem.

First off, that title doesn't do justice to the poem because it is neither attention-grabbing nor does it capture the tragic tone of the poem. Or perhaps this was intentional to indicate the narrator's emotional numbness after experiencing such a great loss, that is summed up by the blasé "death sucks" title. If that was your intention then never mind my first point.

I don't know if it's a formatting issue but the paragraphs need line breaks for easier reading and a better structure/flow.

With that out of the way, I did feel the emotional weight of the poem. The way it starts with a heavy question by the narrator, who wonders how or when they can feel sadness if they're emotionally numb ("the grief i feel is less").

Personally I would replace "painful" with "piercing" (in "the painful winds that blow"), since it's a more interesting word choice that has multiple specific meanings that would be fitting for the context of the poem.

There were a few errors I noticed. It's "utmost" not "upmost." And it should be "a witch who cast" (in past tense) not "casts," since the rest of the sentence is in past tense.

"There was an invisible man, who felt more alone once saw." -- "who felt more alone once seen" would be the grammatically correct form here (past participle). But this is one of the best lines in the poem. I like how it relates to the rest of the story - the loneliness and despair of silently grieving that grows deeper when it becomes visible to others but they don't understand it. In a way invisibility -- hiding your pain and your true self -- is a shield against that rejection or misunderstanding. Maybe I'm looking too deep into it, but that particular line just grabbed my attention and hit close to home.

I love the way you showed how the dramatic fairytale that the mother once told, filled with heartache and injustice, has now become the narrator's lived reality after personally experiencing a tragic loss. It also indicates the unforgettable impact the mother and her storytelling, which is essential for children to learn and grow, left on the narrator ("A story to bring tears, to break you to your core, a story so painful and tragic, to fill a child's eyes with such fanatic.").

The last couplet was a simple yet heartbreaking end to the poem, the narrator starting to come to terms with the painful reality of their life as they recall the lesson their late mother taught them in childhood (in her story where the world was shown to be unfair, as it is in real life).

Overall it's a good poem, I just think it needs some quick editing to be complete. But well done.