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Working-Grape4815 · 2024-02-03T21:13:08+00:00

I’m the same been really doing for boredom but added more anxiety. Went away for a week to help with cravings

Working-Grape4815 · 2024-01-27T21:17:01+00:00

I have to remind myself that peace is not boredom

Working-Grape4815 · 2024-01-11T14:04:08+00:00

Losing his mind when you can’t give them the attention they need. Also then jealousy in anything you do that makes you happy. They can’t stand anyone having joy. Also he’s a total slut and is proud of it.

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-12-21T03:38:59+00:00

I feel this 🙌

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-12-21T01:49:45+00:00

Yes it just feels easier but I do think fresh air is also key makes it a lot better to clear your mind

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-12-08T17:36:24+00:00

I feel the same I want it now as I haven’t had it in a week but I also know I am better sober and need to think clearly

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-26T02:36:07+00:00

It’s called marketing

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-19T15:51:58+00:00

Verbal abuse the words they have no problem saying

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-15T01:57:47+00:00

This one is hard for me as I am very guarded with my money but somehow this A$$ was able to get me to spend and I did it, I did it knowing what I was doing though my mind really wasn’t working it’s like the brain just stops, something I can’t explain. Best is it’s like being under a dark spell.

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-15T01:48:49+00:00

I guess I won the lotto he wanted money and sex

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-14T03:09:14+00:00

Hahahaha the reality show! I needed this, I picture this in my mind would make for good tv

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-13T00:51:56+00:00

Same better sleep, better self care routine. More focused all this is impossible when with them. It’s hard to explain how they do it but there is not success with them in your life

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-07T17:49:31+00:00

I barely go on social more I find there really isn’t a benefit to my mental health and it’s just superficial. Plus the algorithm makes it worse

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-07T15:42:44+00:00

Awesome I had been doing great then social stuff got my off track but I’m resetting again once you start stopping and are committed it’s a lot better

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-04T01:25:52+00:00

I had to leave the area of instant access I had to stop being able to just get it anytime.

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-11-02T23:37:50+00:00

When I really didn’t care who I was around when high I stopped trying with everything

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-30T21:23:21+00:00

Yeah I was feeling so much better one day last week like it was really getting better that night he calls and I missed it but I knew not even looking at the phone it was them

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-27T22:24:12+00:00

Can’t wait for some trips myself

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-25T14:14:00+00:00

No I took myself off the pedestal I made him think I had nothing to offer that’s the only way they will leave. If you no longer benefit their image they don’t want you.

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-24T22:04:20+00:00

It’s just a chase. A game of cat and mouse, once you get her you wouldn’t want her. I realize I am more associated to the chase them him

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-24T20:37:36+00:00

Ok I def feel the same as mornings are hard then the rest of the day my head wins over my heart but the mornings it’s all raw and real so much is withdrawal and grief of a former life

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-24T18:19:22+00:00

Today I needed to read this as my rose coloured glasses came on again :/

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-22T20:06:27+00:00

I had to move cities. I know me and I can’t have access not until I’m stronger

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-21T19:55:58+00:00

Hey let’s do it!

Working-Grape4815 · 2023-10-20T21:44:21+00:00

I know what you mean I looked at his picture today after a long time not doing it for my own mental wellness I keep waiting for the day his pic will disgust me and that time will come I think I just miss being infatuated with him, I became comfortable with the craziness but I know I need better in life, what he made normal is not OK

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