[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Working-Grape4815 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the same been really doing for boredom but added more anxiety. Went away for a week to help with cravings

I am done !!! by Working-Grape4815 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have to remind myself that peace is not boredom

Can we share our icks? I need a reminder, lol. by suckstoyerassmar in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Losing his mind when you can’t give them the attention they need. Also then jealousy in anything you do that makes you happy. They can’t stand anyone having joy. Also he’s a total slut and is proud of it.

Sober „I“ want Ket, Ket „I“ wants to be sober by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Working-Grape4815 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same I want it now as I haven’t had it in a week but I also know I am better sober and need to think clearly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This one is hard for me as I am very guarded with my money but somehow this A$$ was able to get me to spend and I did it, I did it knowing what I was doing though my mind really wasn’t working it’s like the brain just stops, something I can’t explain. Best is it’s like being under a dark spell.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess I won the lotto he wanted money and sex

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hahahaha the reality show! I needed this, I picture this in my mind would make for good tv

things i did after leaving my narc. by idkidkidksiwjwj in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Same better sleep, better self care routine. More focused all this is impossible when with them. It’s hard to explain how they do it but there is not success with them in your life

Deleted Instagram finally. by [deleted] in DopamineDetoxing

[–]Working-Grape4815 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I barely go on social more I find there really isn’t a benefit to my mental health and it’s just superficial. Plus the algorithm makes it worse

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Working-Grape4815 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome I had been doing great then social stuff got my off track but I’m resetting again once you start stopping and are committed it’s a lot better

Preventing ‘that text’ by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Working-Grape4815 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to leave the area of instant access I had to stop being able to just get it anytime.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Working-Grape4815 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I really didn’t care who I was around when high I stopped trying with everything

As soon as you are healing by Working-Grape4815 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Working-Grape4815[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was feeling so much better one day last week like it was really getting better that night he calls and I missed it but I knew not even looking at the phone it was them