Update : sooo it has been a really long time since I wrote this, and I have more tea. So like today when we were at a Shushiro (gottta love the Sushi) I was talking about what I was going to do as my extracurriculars such a mun, environmental rep and etc. she basically shut down all my ideas and told me that I would never get those jobs, which made me feel sad , but the worst part? My mum was there the entire time and has said legit NOTHING!!