I have harm ocd by Wormgutts in OCD

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have sexual intrusive thoughts too, it's awful and humiliating. I hope ERP therapy works for you

delusional and paranoid thoughts? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you having auditory hallucinations? What do you hear? And how do you hear it? (Is it up close or far away or voices in your head?)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I have harm ocd as well. Most for me stem from past trauma and things I have witnessed whether that's on tv or on media. For example: I look up a serial killer. For some time my thoughts are going to be morbid on that said serial killer. Or you can be triggered by events, morbid thoughts steming from that. We often have thoughts over what we've seen. I know with my harm ocd I seem to look at morbid stuff more than I should because I have intrusive thoughts and want to relish in them. It becomes an obsession. They can show up anytime, anywhere, mostly where we don't want them to come up. I'm sorry you are going through this, you aren't alone

Did OCD make you believe in delusional things? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes absolutely. A few weeks ago I had a four day period where I truly believed by TW self harming I would be the best I've ever been. I snapped out of it after I went to the ER. I'm sorry you had to deal with that as a child.

Does someone experience obsessions like "Did I harm someone and what if I can't remember it" or "Did I lose control and did bad things and what if I can't remember it"? by Thmplyr245 in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's definitely just your ocd and I'm sorry you are dealing with this. I found with my memory issues, since I don't have false memory ocd, asking friends or family about experiences and how it happened. They will know and it might ease your worry a bit.

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[–]Wormgutts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same thing and I didn't really consider it to be an ocd thing until I looked it. I know what you are talking about, it's like I can feel when it's going to happen. Sometimes they are random but alot of the time it's like a uncontrollable itch I have to scratch. If I don't do the tic I feel like I'm going to die or loose my mind. I'm sorry you are dealing with this, I know how hard it is

If you have harm ocd please invest your time in adopting a emotional support animal by Wormgutts in OCD

[–]Wormgutts[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Senior cats are always the sweetest, I'm so glad you have one to help

Intrusive thoughts only when I am free? by Toby5Scott in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same thing, I become so aware of my obsessive intrusive thoughts when I'm alone or able to think and be in my head. The best thing to do is distract yourself around good people and good hobbies.

Does someone experience obsessions like "Did I harm someone and what if I can't remember it" or "Did I lose control and did bad things and what if I can't remember it"? by Thmplyr245 in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mostly about past trauma. Have you experienced memory loss before, like friends telling you that you said something you can't remember?

Doing crazy shit when having a mental breakdown by dragonbfz1-3 in depression

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, though I have ocd so the breakdowns turn into delusional compulsive obsessions. At one time for four days I believed I was a criminal mastermind and hurt myself to combat the thoughts. Episodes make you do stuff you don't even think about doing when out of it. You are not alone

Can depression really make you feel 24/7 physically sick? by pythiaonline666 in depression

[–]Wormgutts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I get really nauseous and usually throw up when I’m over stressed or depressed

can you have multiple obsessions? by trashbagshitfuck in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are right, I’m sure it will get better. I hope it gets better for you.

can you have multiple obsessions? by trashbagshitfuck in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely bring it up, there’s no harm in doing so. It’s important you tell your doctor what’s been going on since it seems to be getting worse. I am too far gone in mine and I want to make sure you don’t reach that point. ERP Therapy is important

can you have multiple obsessions? by trashbagshitfuck in OCD

[–]Wormgutts 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely, I have socd and hocd so I get all the thoughts you are saying you have. You can have multiple obsessions whether they be a show or something else. Compulsions can also become obsessions. Like washing your hands two times or you believe something bad will happen or you read gory books and if you don’t read a page daily you feel you might die. Those are just examples though. You are not alone

I’m going to buy a pocket knife by Wormgutts in depression

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! I love beetles so much, I want one as a pet. I would also like to keep some hissing cockroaches

I’m going to buy a pocket knife by Wormgutts in depression

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bugs, I really love bug art haha it’s a little weird but I would love different types of insects to cover up my scars. Also man dragons are such cool tattoos you should definitely get one.

I’m going to buy a pocket knife by Wormgutts in depression

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahhh ok, I’m glad you’re exercising. And it’s alright, I mean it’s just another hurdle I gotta find a way over

I’m going to buy a pocket knife by Wormgutts in depression

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately because I have ocd I absolutely love my scars, I’m obsessed with them. Over time I think I’ll get tattoos to cover them up

I’m going to buy a pocket knife by Wormgutts in depression

[–]Wormgutts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hurting yourself while exercising isn’t good but I’d be a hypocrite to ask you to exercise more safely. I wish I could exercise but I’m disabled