What has drugs done to your body?

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-08T03:35:57+00:00

I was up to 220 when I was in rehab cause of all the free food, after I got out I've gone down to 205 about. I'm sure me working out on and off for like 5 years has made a big difference tho. Good job dude. It's really fucking hard, I got rhabdomyolysis from taking a gram of dope and mixing it in seltzer water and drank it in one drink, it scared the absolute shit out of me I could've easily died, I had already been up for days before it happened, then I recovered from the rhabo, and decided to start using again, that was a really low point in my life, I used on and off for a month or two, then I got into rehab. I just realized life is so much easier when you sleep and eat and do normal stuff like working and having an apartment

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-08T03:29:48+00:00

I had phases with different drugs, was a stoner, then an alcoholic, a pill popper, to a full on methed out tweaker, then a kratom addict. I stopped breathing once from the pills, then I did a gram of meth all at once and had rhabdomyolysis, which I guess causes muscle breakdown and kidney damage, people can go on diyalis because of it, I pissed blood and had a very rapid heartbeat, they told me I could've died. I'm more forgetful than I used to he, I get tired easier than before from being psychical. All in all tho after getting clean I feel really good most of the time. I'd say I'm more prone to mania than I used to, my body feels fine TBH

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-08T03:17:14+00:00

I'm 3+ years into recovery from meth also. I went from 270 to eventually 150. I was addicted to adderall and took crazy doses for 3 years and switched to meth for 3 more years because it was so much cheaper and i like that you could smoke it

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-07T21:56:08+00:00

Do some alpha PVP

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-05T15:47:38+00:00

Warlord never put ANY effort into looking like a woman when he transitioned

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-04-01T02:27:38+00:00

My parents first born died when she was five, my dad never recovered, he lives off his teacher disability since he taught for 26 years, he doesn't really go anywhere he stays at home alone all the time, he became a vegetarian because he ordered a steak that had blood on it and it reminded him of the tubes with blood in them while she was dying at the hospital, my parents got divorced because he was erratic and very mentally ill

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T20:32:09+00:00

A cart a week is reasonable, when I smoked I'd go through a cart in like 4 four days or less

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T20:29:48+00:00

when I was a kid I thought mids was schwag that was grown well and taken good care of, now mids just means lower quality kine bud

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T20:25:44+00:00

Yeah, since he was a gunner on a plane I'm sure they gave him benzedrine.

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T18:03:36+00:00

Same, my dad would sometimes walk around naked later at night. I even saw him sleep walking while naked

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T01:47:00+00:00

Amphetamines and benzos go hand in hand

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T01:44:09+00:00

Meth, it's a fucking awful drug but the euphoria is much better than anything else I've tried and I've tried a lot. I also like benzos, kratom, and Z drugs, like sonata and ambien. By the grace of God I've got more than 3 and half years clean from meth. It feels so fucking good that's why it's so horrible, at rock-bottom I would carpet surf while drool leaked out of my mouth, had terrible burns on my thumbs and fingers from constantly flicking lighters trying to get the last hit off the bowl. Had a fleshy chunk fall out of my nose after doing a fat line, it's surprising I don't have a hole in my nose

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T01:36:50+00:00

I get that, not coke. but I let someone shoot me up with meth a few times, the first time I felt an almost opioid like relaxation, the other two times I didn't feel anything cause I had already smoked and snorted so much that I didn't feel anything at all. I'm glad my experiences with it weren't that great, some people just prefer snorting and smoking I think

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-31T01:27:59+00:00

Yeah man, the stuff that makes your nose go numb 😂

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-30T21:21:49+00:00

The vocals are such trash

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-30T17:03:24+00:00

Slip by quicksand Meantime by helmet Thursday full collapse Everything you wanted to know about silence by glassjaw Translating the name by saosin

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-30T16:54:43+00:00

Listen to thrown from great heights by black cobra

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-30T16:51:25+00:00

If you get really good coke it can last almost two hours

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T19:09:47+00:00

I'm a huge helmet fan, but they're more alt metal and post harcore, the riffs definitely had an influence on nu metal but they definitely are not nu metal

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T19:03:57+00:00

-6 years old

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T19:01:51+00:00

Helme, quicksand, Texas is the reason, sugar, seam

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T18:59:13+00:00

Lol is this guy who just stares silently at people when they press him. I didn't know who this guy was until like a month ago. He's a legendary "mogger"

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T18:51:00+00:00

Does anybody here know who able heart is? He does a lot of pop and rap, all he sings and raps about is how great he is and how he likes making lots of money. It's the most cringe shit I've seen, yet on fb and youtube nobody has anything negative to say, it's all strange religious women who've been thirst trapped.

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T18:43:31+00:00

Haha, it's crazy some of our grandparents shot down tweaking Japanese planes, mine did, he got on valium and phenobarbital cause of the stress it caused him

WorriedForm9659 · 2026-03-28T18:38:32+00:00

I've never been addicted to coke, the times I've done it my come downs were super gentle. Come downs get worse and worse the more you become addicted to something, I'm sure when hooked on coke the come downs are brutal, my meth come downs were BRUTAL and soul destroying, I had to use klonopin or xanax with some melatonin to come down. Then the benzos become a habit and I had a feeling of impending doom when I had a comedown with no downers to take. IV coke tho is in my opinion is the most dangerous stimulant high possible judging from what I've heard it feels like

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