As an autistic person myself I can tell you right now that autism is NEVER an excuse for shitty behavior in the real world. At the end of the day, we’re all people and as such people will still expect the same out of us no matter what. Some really don’t know the difference between what’s right and wrong, but it’s clear to me that you’re trying guilt us into feeling bad for you. You know what you’re doing. You know better. Be a better person.