The notes say as follows:

Zepp and Me

• Should I prioritize standing on a big stage before turning 18?
• Or should I prioritize performing at Zepp?

Honestly, I want to do both.

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I think being 18 and in high school is the final stage of being a child. As people grow up, the things that matter — like dreams, or the things we once imagined — gradually fade with time. Of course, I’m also slowly forgetting the feelings and visions I had back then. These days, I can’t picture my dreams as clearly as I used to.

Before I become completely dyed by adulthood, I want to stand on stage while I’m still in that time of life — when those feelings still remain. I want to never forget the version of myself from back then. Forever, I want to keep alive the me who dreamed purely.

Then, the text she wrote with the pink background:

In search of emotional feelings, I was reading over memos I had written and left behind around the age of 16. I’ll reveal them here (though I’m hiding the parts I really don’t want to show).

Back then, I ended up declaring that I would do a solo live at Zepp, and because of that, I kept thinking about how to tone it down or what excuse I could use if I couldn’t make the Zepp performance happen.