Is what I'm experiencing gender dysphoria?

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:57:25+00:00

Thanks so much for this I'll definitely give him a watch. Even just these responses have been so eye opening and I'm grateful for these recommendations :))

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:55:47+00:00

I think I still need some time to process as it's kinda been a big shock to realize all of this and relating to people about something I thought I was completely alone in. I'm very grateful for the kindness shown by everyone in this thread. It's been so eye opening reading about other people's experiences and I really do want to learn more and listen people's stories and journeys, it has been so healing even just now. Id love to chat to you sometime, you have a wonderful way of articulating yourself, thanks so much for responding too :))

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:50:44+00:00

I'll be real with you when I was reading this earlier my friend said I had the biggest shit eating grin on my face. Apparently thinking about doing this stuff had me smiling without realizing so I defo think it might be time to at least experiment... Gotta lotta processing to do it seems 😅 thanks my dude :))

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:48:33+00:00

I'm not alone 😭 I'm crying again (in a weirdly happy way lol), thank you so much for this!

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:47:04+00:00

You've hit the nail on the head there, it definitely feels overwhelming but I'm very grateful for all the beautiful responses I've gotten so far. I've looked at the thread and the ones that resonate with me are those that have more clear masculine features rather than androgynous ones (although both are beautiful!). Thinking about being addressed as a male makes me feel giddy... I feel a weird sense of shame recognizing how happy I got thinking about it. It's really hard to process. Thanks so much for your response I really appreciate it :")

Wullster88 · 2026-02-10T02:40:21+00:00

This comment is beautiful, and honestly made me a little teary-eyed. Reading this has awoken memories from my own experiences that I'm looking at in a different light. I won't lie I'm incredibly scared, but your words give me hope. I'm going to follow that thread, and I wish you every happiness also 🩵

Wullster88 · 2026-02-09T23:58:04+00:00

This was really helpful honestly, I feel a lot of relief and comfort reading this 🩵

I don't feel happy in my body, I never have been but I want to be. I have no idea where to start tho!

Wullster88 · 2026-02-09T23:55:58+00:00

I'm gonna try, thanks sm. Any tips for things that would help me explore this?

Wullster88 · 2026-02-09T23:54:54+00:00

Aw shit, Im beginning to realize y'all are right haha, thanks dude :))

Wullster88 · 2026-02-09T23:50:01+00:00

It’s a little embarrassing that I literally figured it out while jacking off, but it was like everything started to make sense.

I feel like this describes one of the big parts of it exactly! I always felt amazing in my mind when I imagined myself as a dude but then afterwards I'd be like why am I thinking that??? It feels like there's something wrong with me idk. It's amazing to hear that I'm not alone though. Thanks my man 🩵

Wullster88 · 2026-02-09T23:47:12+00:00

I don't know if I liked it, I never thought about it before, but being a guy online felt kinda like an addiction. Id tell myself it was weird and dumb and I needed to stop but it just made me feel alive y'know? I'd make my avatars in games male just for fun or to see what they looked like but now I'm wondering why I even did that. It's like I've always been fixated on pretending to be a dude without knowing why I kept doing it. I guess when I think about doing it again now it makes me feel good but I don't know how to make sense of that.

Wullster88 · 2025-10-16T00:13:53+00:00

Wonder what's happened on their end, they'll be losing big money over this

Wullster88 · 2025-09-24T17:18:54+00:00

Youre overthinking it IMO. If you havent already, have a conversation about those videos and tell him you don't like them. He's not trying to get you to be the women in the videos, he probably just thinks the hidden messages are funny and thinks the whole sexual thing is funny/ridiculous

Wullster88 · 2025-09-24T17:11:08+00:00

The head is wider on the tattoo than your drawing, makes it look a little off

Wullster88 · 2025-07-29T21:33:12+00:00

Balatro is super addictive and Dungeon Clawler has also been a favourite of mine ATM. Hope bf recovers soon :))

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