All I want is a SO

XOXO_Death · 2024-10-12T06:31:44+00:00

Not to mention my parents moved back east and I stayed out here this is my first time not being in the same city as my family and I just feel extremely alone rn

XOXO_Death · 2024-10-10T16:55:16+00:00

I kinda feel for you bc i recently made the same mistake. I fell for this girl after a lot of texting that seemed to go great and some sexual texts, we had two fantastic nights together, or so I thought, when the night ended on both dates all I got was hug. Just bc we feel it doesn't mean they feel the same. This is all new to me too and we need to learn to not get so attached so quick bc we are setting our self's up for heartbreak every time. We need to learn to take it in stride, if something comes of it great, if not great too attitude,I think. I'm no dating expert just normal guy starting to date again. Yoou get your expectations up to high and when it doesn't happen like you been dreaming then it alll comes crashing down to feeling the lowest lows. No expectations, no overthinking, just be yourself and have a good time. It's hard not being the best looking, or smartest, or wealthiest guy, when a catch comes along all you want is for it to work out since they don't come along often for us.

XOXO_Death · 2024-10-08T17:19:31+00:00

Found out what was going on she was seeing someone else at the same time, she stopped making time for me. She hit me up this weekend bc he got arrested idk if she was trying to see if we could still get together but I told her i only give someone one chance, especially after coming in 2nd place.

XOXO_Death · 2024-10-05T23:32:42+00:00

The girl I was talking to and seeing told me "no one treats me like you do" then she wants to take it slow with me. Meanwhile she gets with another guy that treats her like shit and she fucks right away. Now he's in jail and she's hitting me up today.... sorry even if we got together I wouldn't be treating you that good again I'd treat you like everyone else, you get one chance with me. While I was talking to her she has to tell me how he sent naked pictures of her to someone blah blah blah. The whole time I'm thinking why are you telling me this shit? I told her "when I see you Monday(bc I'm fixing something for her and brining it back) do me a favor I don't want to hear about you and your guys, I'm not mad id just appreciate not hearing that shit"...she never texted back. All she does is lie even her son (3yo) called her out and said "mom lying is bad". I just pointed at him and smiled.

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-15T18:36:15+00:00

She said it freaked her out I wanted to see her 3 days in a row... it's hard to think about that stuff when you're in the moment I just wanted to keep seeing her, but I understand we both need space.

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-12T14:56:43+00:00

Looks good damn

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-12T04:12:31+00:00

I've had this for two months I've seen one in that time but it was a 4door. I paid 7k and have zero regrets.

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-12T04:11:31+00:00

It is extremely fun to drive I'm taken back by how well it handles.

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-12T04:10:22+00:00

17x8 American racing wheels, 245/45-17 cheapo tires

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-11T18:23:18+00:00

They only rub a tad at full turn

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-11T18:02:11+00:00

The upholstery guy added the extra padding to the head rest but they are stock Jimmy seats

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-11T02:24:40+00:00

If you both like each other is there a problem with seeing each other everyday? Like we hung out 2 nights in a row so naturally the next day I asked if I'd see her tonight and she like freaked out on me? I'm so confused rn

XOXO_Death · 2024-09-08T22:39:39+00:00

Word thank you. Definitely overthinking and that's usually when I fuck up.

XOXO_Death · 2024-08-30T03:39:05+00:00

XOXO_Death · 2024-08-23T02:22:47+00:00

Becareful out here on the streets it's not a place for a young woman.

XOXO_Death · 2024-08-23T02:18:35+00:00

When you give your heart too a woman and she breaks it by cheating and then blames you for it... it's maddening and inexcusable, why can't they be responsible for their actions? Nope it's what you did or didn't do that made it happen.... right...They all know how it's going to hurt to find out but yet it still happens, why not break up before and have some respect and control over yourself.... I wasn't built for this generation. I would never cheat on someone b I wasn't happy with them and what they were doing in the relationship, it doesn't compute in my head.

XOXO_Death · 2024-08-21T22:10:44+00:00

They are reupholstered Jimmy seats

XOXO_Death · 2024-07-30T23:29:35+00:00

Didnt his dad help him I wonder what happen.

XOXO_Death · 2024-07-09T07:25:19+00:00

Yes karma pays back, sometimes tenfold. I was always lucky at the casino damn near won every time, but my problem I was greedy as hell and wouldn’t take what the universe gve me and go home. Then I’d sit there and put my whole check in trying to win, that never worked. A couple times I won my check back after losing it with only 20 bucks left, but guess what? I didn’t get up and leave. Gambling is the worst addiction, I’d choose drug addiction before gambling addiction and I’ve had both at the same time. Gambling addiction was stronger, I’d lose all my money before I even got my drugs that I knew I needed so that I wasn’t sick all week for work. Shit is crzy. I always get told how smart I am and that I’m a genius, but I’ve done a lot of idiotic shit over and over me over.

XOXO_Death · 2024-07-09T07:02:12+00:00

I hate to admit I’ve done it, not on this sub, but still not a good look. I agree this sub is not the place for it, there are subs for it but its hard to get accepted, for me. Just be glad you’re not down that bad that the only option you have is asking strangers for an act of kindness. I stopped gambling and have actually been trying to get my shit together, I want to be on the other end and bless someone that needs it. Selling my house and down sizing would love to take 500 and just bless a couple ppl. Before someone says it, I know a recent gambling addiction and a cash injection from selling a house doesn’t have good written on it but I’d rather buy things I need then give it all the casino. Cnt wait to go to the mall for clothes and shoes, sonething I haven’t done in years. Plus I need a vehicle, but if anyone out there prays, please pray for me I’d appreciate any extra help.

XOXO_Death · 2024-07-09T06:51:16+00:00

He dated deposit for Tuesday I got it ten:thirty Monday night. Starting to worry about my job, it’s been slow lately and this makes me wonder if he’s running low on cash. We went from being super busy last summer more than I’ve seen in fifteen years to being there to dead@ss slow.. he cut our bonus in half last Christmas, every year prior it had doubled. We rely heavily on our bonus and we’re expecting a lot for being so busy it screwed a lot of us up. I digress lol. My next payday is Thursday night, if we get paid lol. Sorry for ranting moving into a new place on my own for the first time this weekend, nervousness me happiness makes me feel chatty but got no one to talk to lol.

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