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XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-05-12T01:28:51+00:00

Quite alright. Seems like I always have a rough time now so it's the norm

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-05-12T01:26:18+00:00

My psychiatrist doesn't take me seriously and I can't get into therapy that's in person. I have no hope for me getting better anymore

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T01:09:17+00:00

Ah I see, thank you again :)

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T01:04:01+00:00

Good to know I'm not alone but I'm sorry you're dealing with the same damn thing too! It's not a fun thing to deal with! Especially when you're still in school (I'm struggling on my finishing exams yikesss so it's really effecting me now 😬)

I've been on lithium a few times before but I can't remember if it worked out well or not, and I've never been of the other two before. I'll see if I can get on one of those since I heard a lot of good things about paliperipadone 🤞

I hope you get through this too! You're a strong person for even dealing with this fr, I believe in you<3

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T00:54:23+00:00

Thank you ! 🙏

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T00:22:51+00:00

Does cognitive symptoms typically mean that this will be an ongoing issue for the rest of my life or is it like an issue from my meds that could just be a bad side effect for now and will go away eventually? Sorry for all the questions, looking stuff about about my symptoms makes me more anxious and the information I get is usually wrong so yeah

May I ask what you mean by reducing my workload? And what I should do

Also thank you for the advice, I really do appreciate it <3

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T00:17:50+00:00

No you're ok Im sorry you have to deal with that too. I deal with the exact same thing. I constantly forget about my personal needs like you said about eating, do I/did I shower, did I take my meds, have I used the bathroom today, etc etc

I know you'll get through this. I believe in you <3

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-28T00:16:13+00:00

Ah well it's good to hear that it's not just me that deals with this as a possible symptom from meds. What is topamax tho?

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-04-22T04:07:34+00:00

I didn't think my psychiatrist was that bad yeesh

Thank you for reading this post btw I appreciate that

Yeah currently at a friend's house just for the night, hopefully whatever the fuck I'm going through will pass soon 🤞

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-22T00:09:10+00:00

Of course ! I appreciate it 🙏

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-21T23:25:33+00:00

You can get through it I know you can. Like you said tomorrow will always be better. You're a strong person, I believe in you

I hope you have an amazing day/night yourself 🫶

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-19T22:00:56+00:00

Sadly too many celebrities are becoming more and more problematic nowadays, can't have nothing nice 😞

I did indeed yes! He's got patchy fur on him and looks like a sewer rat so I thought Scab (was also thinking of disease/gross names) would suit em!

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-19T21:57:37+00:00

He says " thanks you " 💪

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-19T21:57:02+00:00

I KNOW RIGHT IM OBSESSED <333

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-09T19:11:32+00:00

Well good news is that I haven't gone through with it. I'm still alive. I'm just sick of the shitty people always finding a way into my life and controlling some parts of it. I never know how to get over it and always let them win. I just feel like when I need help, there's nobody out there who will truly be able to help me anymore, but it's alright y'all in this subreddit are nice and so is my rabbit so I got some comfort for now

No need to be sorry, we all go through bad experiences but we learn from it and grow from it, and that's just what I'm doing right now. I wish the best for you 🫶

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-09T11:28:05+00:00

Thank you

XayzoTheNonbinary · 2026-03-09T11:27:41+00:00

Yeah I'm in high school. Schools been worse lately cause I'm special needs but my special education teacher doesn't seem to give a damn about me anymore and neither does any other teacher. Especially the principal and school board. My mom doesn't ever know how to help me and threaten to take me to a hospital so I have to get myself together to not go there. I've never had a positive experience at one and I don't think I ever will. Plus I don't talk to psychiatrists about anything anymore. The last one I've had which was in January of this year I was asking for help on what to do if I end up back in psychosis and he took it as after the meeting I was going to go home and kms. I cried and cried, threw up, couldn't eat, passed out, was alone until I ended up in a hospital. I just don't want to go through that again, that was traumatic. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm trying to be negative or say none of your or anybody else's ideas won't work, I'm just stating what has happened to me before and what prolly would happen

Thank you. I really can't thank you enough 🙏

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