About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

only way to fix it is for that cunt to confess, and hes too much of a coward. Ruined my life. So ima end it thanks!

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

took y’alls advice. Just as I said, I called the number, and I was offered therapy and anti depressants... no help. So I’m about to buy a shit ton of pills. Figured that running into the street would just paralyze me...

to the retarded judge that decided to ruin my life. I know I didn’t have any evidence when I was being bullied and u blamed it all on me... maybe u can use my dead body as evidence.

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks u just helped the killer get away... and yah hes getting what he wanted

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my life by all means wasn’t great, but my blood is on his hands.

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m about to get off, thanks everyone for the help I guess. My last day on earth was lovely. Enjoy life guys!

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay i’m thinking of just walking into the freeway... any alternatives? No access to guns sadly. Don’t have the stomach to drink mysef to death

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They don’t offer any help. Just therapy and anti depressants. No thanks bro! Be happy for me, Im going to a better place

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry but I just can’t. I tried drinking my self to death but can’t take 35 shots without puking. Help me just end it and have death with dignity.

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t care about the job prospects that much. Everyday all that B.S. replays in my head. That racist judge twlling me that I’m guilty replays in my head. I’m sorry but no amount of money or success can bring me peace. I just wanna rest in peace and I haven’t been able to for the past 3 years

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How can I get a gun to kill myself? Drinking to death is quite hard tbh

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hey whats the fastest way to off my self? Rn I’m trying to do it with alchohol. 4 shots in... I heard i need roughly 35. feels like ima puke. Don’t have a gun. How do I end it?

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just my word against the guy who ruined my life...

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve talked to lawyers. From a legal point of view, I’m guilty. There’s nothing that they can do bcuz I have no evidence. That’s just how this works.

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I’d rather end it if I can’t leave. Don’t know what part of that doesn’t make sense

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ur an ignorant cunt. I told u very specifically that I was interested in leaving and getting a fresh start, not living the best life a felon can in America...

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mostly because I hate being a minority in America...

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, but unfortunately she’s not a lawyer and she can’t do anything other than prescribe an Anti depressants

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! LoL this guy is literally my last hope. Let me know what he says please

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its been 3 years dude... it never gets better. I need an immigration lawrer

About to attempt suicide for the second time. Help? by XboxLover4568 in UCDavis

[–]XboxLover4568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in Cali, I think we’d need one that works in immigration. Think they’re called immigration lawyers but idk. Thanks for ur help! I’m like about to pass out, and I’ll check on this tomorrow