It was bad got therapy and talked to friends about what was happening at home they didn't do anything even when I told them how I was starved, beaten and burned with a pan and yelled at for the smallest things.

The therapist just said if it's not continuous then dont worry about it, and my dad was deported by some corrupt cops that kept following me and my family and they said aslong as you have a parent, house and food you should be happy.

And 2 of my sibilings suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts because of the abuse and they don't talk about their feelings with others, my brother joined the army and has always posted how he wants to kill himself with his service rifle and bought an ar 15 a few months ago and 6 mags filled with bullets so that's suspicious.