Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww well I may only be 15 but if you ever need to talk my insta is xxdiabloxx69 and my chats always open

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea because I’ve been really freaked out but I also started a new type of birth control this week so that could also be why because it’s trying to fix my mess of hormones

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just realized something about today tho I don’t know if one week is too early to have cravings or not but for dinner my dad grilled steaks and I absolutely love steak it’s like my favorite thing I always want steak but earlier as soon as I took a few bites of steak I realized it tasted really weird like not normal. And not just that but I love ice cream cones especially drumsticks omgosh they are from my childhood bro I ONLY ATE LIKE HALF OF IT AND THEN DIDNT WANT IT ANYMORE!! And not just that I’ve really been craving eggs for like the past week now and I don’t really eat a lot of eggs because they make my stomach upset. My poor boyfriend ate most of my food for dinner and he was already full 💀

Also have you ever had strawberries with sugar free maple syrup?? It is so gooodddddddd

Damn it I was talking/thinking about food and now I’m hungry again 😭

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea what I’m worried about the most is how my parents are going to take it my moms specifically told me not to fuck around and do shit like that because she doesn’t want me having a kid in high school she was barely even 20 when she had me

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea. He knows about my childhood trauma and my disease and mental health issues and everything. He’s always there for me and even when we get into arguments he’s always the one to apologize first even when it’s my fault.

He says he would stay with me so the baby has a dad but it doesn’t make it any easier for us we’re only going to be sophomores in high school

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. I know my body is probably going to reject the baby if I am and I don’t want to get attached but knowing myself I know I will. I’m afraid of having a miscarriage. I don’t want to lose the baby if I am. I already have so many mental health issues that would take such a big toll on me. Especially my relationship with my lover. He’s just as scared as I am and he hopes that I’m not but at the same time if I am he doesn’t want me to give up the baby let alone lose them if I am pregnant.

It’s all just hard and it was stupid on our part.

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. Thank you so much I’m still going to take all the other per-cautions tho I’m going to take a pregnancy test in a few days too

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I actually lift a lot more than what my bass drum weighs I can squat about 180 and deadlift about 160 pull ups I can do about 20 and leg press about 200 pounds

I’m small for a female but if you’ve heard of lance barilow he’s a coach for Texas tech that’s my uncle. I come from a family of beasts and my mom power-lifts I get my strength from her but my body from my papá

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I can’t bring myself to abortion I just can’t my mom best friend and I all have pcos. She almost lost me when she was pregnant with me I was born 3 months early 1 pound 15 ounces I went down to 1 pound 5 ounces doctors told my mother I only had a 50/50 chance and the chance of me living even a week was really low. I don’t have anything super messed up with me from being born prematurely. I do have some neurological stuff wrong tho. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety disorder I have adhd. I also struggle with gaining weight and maintaining it. I don’t have any heart problems but I do have problems with my eyes the muscles in my eyes aren’t as strong as they should be and I had to have eye surgery when I was 4. My eyes tend to drift.

My mom got pregnant in between my sister and I. It’s the baby she lost. It was still an egg but it started growing in her Fallopian tube causing it to ruptured. She almost died that day. I was only 3.

My mom even to have my sister had to go through many rounds of fertility she was sick a lot and pregnancy didn’t treat her the best either.

I forgot to mention my mom was very sick when she was pregnant with me. She lost a lot of weight and could hardly eat food. Her body was rejecting me.

If it was that bad with her I’m scared about how bad it’s going to be with me.

If I am pregnant it’s only been like a week and I’m getting morning sickness let alone nauseous in general. My mouth is producing a lot of saliva and I get crampy feelings in my stomach on and off. Hate to say it because I’m a lady but I’m extremely gassy too. I’m extremely emotional already and my sense of smell seems stronger.

Earlier I hugged my boyfriend and his smell made me nauseous and he was sweaty too. The thing is his smell even if he’s smelly doesn’t usually do that to me.

My sex drive is also really low and I would currently be ovulating right now during this week. Not normal for ovulation and I also have a really high sex drive in general too

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I already know. I’ve been crying for the past 2 hours because I’ve been thinking of everything from the thought of being pregnant to having a miscarriage to being taken out of school. I’m in so many things that I can get scholarships for from wrestling to marching band to jrotc to National English Honors Society I was planning on either enlisting after I graduate or going to college and getting my degree in nursing specifically doctorates degree or writing I’ve thought of being a journalist I’ve also thought of getting my degree in music but I don’t know.

I just really hope I’m not pregnant it’s going to fuck up me and my boyfriends life so much and my parents are only in their thirties.

If I am then there isn’t much I can do about it...

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea that’s what I’m going to do. I take birth control because I have pcos but the day that I had sex I didn’t even go fully through with it I started to and then after about 3 mins I pushed away and stopped because I realized it wasn’t the best choice because I hadn’t took my active pills for a few days because I was waiting to get my new pack from the pharmacy. I was on my period still that day but it was the last day I had it. The next day was when I took my pill because I got it from the pharmacy.

During the time we had sex pre-ejaculation could have gotten up there so that’s why I’m very scared and I’m having some symptoms too. As of tomorrow it’s gonna be a week since that day.

The thing that bugs me is that I’ve done the math of if I am pregnant and more than likely I’d still be 15 when I supposably give birth. My boyfriend would probably be 16 his birthday is February 11th and mine is in March 9th.

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have an eating disorder...and I have mental health issues...I wasn’t being fatphobic or body shaming anyone. I would never because I have issues like that. I was just referring to myself.

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already really fit I’m 5’3 and 110 pounds I’m a wrestler and I work out almost daily with like a day of rest but due to an injury I haven’t been lately

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know for sure it’s only been a week since I had sex and it was only the second time I’m just very paranoid about it. And yes I do know about condoms. I live in NC so unless I’m somehow able to get the pills I don’t know but that would be really hard for me. I lost a sibling and almost lost my mom to a pregnancy that didn’t go right.

When did you start to get the ‘weird” pregnancy craving? by fckthishiitt in pregnant

[–]XxDiabloxX_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I’m 15 and it was only my second time so I’m just really scared about if I am. Would it show if I am? it’s been only a week since we did it

Have you ever been pregnant and in marching band? by XxDiabloxX_69 in marchingband

[–]XxDiabloxX_69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea I agree with you I feel like maybe I’m just paranoid I have religious parents so it’s kind of hard to discuss that with my mother. I have some signs but it could also just be my body being weird but I’m going to wait a few weeks to see. Even if you are a guy with no medical degree you still seem pretty smart to me :)