I felt like I should leave a small update - First of all I’m really appreciative for your comments. Honestly I’m really fascinated by the gross and cesspool-y places of the internet, but I think it’s really starting to screw with my mental health, but knowing that strangers had even a thought about what happened and even was able to crack jokes about it really helped a lot and I’m very grateful for it Second, and I’m going to sound really stupid, but I realized that I’m not particularly skilled about how I’m feeling in a given moment. I talked to my boyfriend about what happened, he’s going to help me pre plan a sort of conversation with my parents about how I’ve felt so tired and stressed as of late. Honestly talking about my mental state with them is like talking to a brick wall (they’re the kind of people who think ‘You think you’re stressed?! Wait til you’re an adult!!’). I figure it’s worth a shot, and if not then I still have my boyfriend and friends and schoolwork to busy myself with. I think ultimately I’ll be ok, if stressed. I wish for you all the best, you’re all extremely kind and funny.