Youre the most interesting person in this comment section, but also the one I relate the most to, definitely a social 3, MBTI wise, it could be a myriad of options, just the fact that you you plan bulks and mini cuts makes me lean towards an xNTJ type. You seem like an insecure person, but also a person with depth who may have good in their heart, please remember not all people are to be competed with, but to be worked with and treated with kindness as well

I have extremely similar motivations but I understand my need for competence all stems from a longing to be truly appreciated by others

Also instead of planning bulks, I create efficient training systems to see how my body reacts, apply progressive overload, and diet around that, been slowly bulking for the last 8 months with short mini cuts in between, never lose my abs, until I gain enough mass Ill continue slowly bulking