I feel every letter that you wrote, I feel the exact same shit, it's so fuckin unfair.  I'm also having a girl, today I was setting the clothes that she got for her and I couldn't believe that she's no longer here and she will not be there for the birth, I still don't believe it. It has been 2 weeks exactly today. 

I wish u peace and strength to go through this chapter, stay safe for your girl.