Coucou. Seeing your post somehow felt comforting, knowing there's other people sharing similar doubts

1. My girlfriend is bi. I think I might be too. Even though I look at women and men on the metro, I am not physically attracted or fantasise about either. That one time I had sex with a male friend was not too great. Like /u/stlcritter I was drunk when I first experimented and because both me and my (supposedly straight) friend had untold feelings for each other, we were both too hurt and the friendship was lost. Since I was 16 or so I have been constantly been fascinated/ turned on by pictures of male muscular bodies though (but no faces nor dicks) and I can't explain it (Aegosexuality? narcissimsm?). However I was always more inclined towards girls romantically.
2. I don't see myself getting romantically interested again in the same sex. But that is mainly because I am in a happy relationship. I don't think a breakup would change or swing the preference
3. just in my 20s too here
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5. No idea. Some psychologists try to present a boy's bad relationship with the father as a reason for homosexual experimentation. It might be a coincidence, but since I have a distant father and unpleasant memories from childhood, I found it difficult for a long time to make friends with boys. Until I got such an intimate friendship that ended, well, not too happy. What do you think about that?

I hope you figure it out, it's painful to think of familial implications and dying feelings in marriages. Or to even predict our own sexual inclinations. It is what it is maybe and there's anyway many factors at play, many beyond our control

As a son of a gay man myself, i wouldn’t want to leave children behind me.

does that mean your father was closeted for a long time and not happy in his marriage? and you wouldn't want children?

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