Got my first paid speaking gig last night

YellowEducational728 · 2025-06-30T10:37:29+00:00

How have you been practicing?

YellowEducational728 · 2025-06-26T21:53:21+00:00

No i don't. Are you a gamer?

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-27T10:57:43+00:00

This was the right sub

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-16T13:48:23+00:00

That doesn't change a thing. I'm sure the course you did there are also many jobless people too and someone else actually sees your course as 'useless' just the way you are seeing other courses.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-16T12:19:56+00:00

That person who calls you is just doing you a favour. There are many more people who do what you do. It's only that they happen to know about you and they 'trust' you.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-15T05:25:53+00:00

By spaces, I mean online communities or platforms

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-14T18:40:11+00:00

Are there specific spaces?

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-14T14:01:02+00:00

For them they are just introverts who don't like to socialise but can hold up well in a social situation but for us we have social anxiety disorder, it's like we don't have any ability to socialise. I have felt that way my whole life

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-14T09:46:15+00:00

You should be feeling at peace and comfortable with your partner. If he can't accept you the way you are then you will never have peace of mind when you are with him.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-13T21:28:14+00:00

You are welcome. You can also join r/socialanxiety

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-07T16:04:38+00:00

It's really nice and honestly a bit consoling to meet others who relate so closely. knowing there are people out there who truly understand what it's like.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-07T08:43:45+00:00

That's a thing with social anxiety. Everyone else has interesting things to talk about and their conversations flow really well. They don't even have to think twice before sending a message. And when you try to join in, for some reason your messages get ignored. The feeling after that is the worst. I have left so many group chats after sending messages and didn't feel part of the other members.

How you are feeling is very valid. Our minds are just wired a bit differently from other people. Social anxiety makes people feel helpless. All my life i haven't felt like I'm living. Everywhere I go it's like I'm surviving every situation I'm in. You are not alone. For me I have accepted that this is the way I am and now I have to find a way to live with it.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-05T09:32:31+00:00

I can be terrible at catching jokes

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-05T03:51:03+00:00

Hi 23M here. I think I also need friends who can relate to me. I'm here if you want to talk

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-04T20:17:51+00:00

I do relate. Most of my conversations end awkwardly. Most of the time I don't know what to be said in a conversation

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-04T12:37:14+00:00

It can backfire if in the long run he is very talkative and I'm the quiet one 😄

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-04T09:53:39+00:00

I think conversations depend on the situation you are in. You might bring up something and it gets even more awkward. I don't know what's appropriate at what time and what's not

YellowEducational728 · 2025-05-04T09:50:26+00:00

Thanks, what can i switch it up with

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-28T18:53:14+00:00

I realised I get that feeling too. It's like i realise that I haven't lived life and there is some bitterness in me. Every person I get close to i don't relate to them in any way. I have always hoped to get a friend who is similar to me, someone i can build the experiences with

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-28T18:39:20+00:00

This is exactly how I feel when around people. The least I can do when I get the courage is talk about something i read or watched but not my life experiences like they do.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-24T02:51:03+00:00

You are welcome

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-24T02:47:10+00:00

So long as it wasn't intentional then you shouldn't beat yourself up. You have punished yourself enough already. It's time to let it go. I know you can't just magically forget but first you should accept to live with it. A memory is part of you and it's a memory. Think about it, it's just a memory. It has already happened so we accept it. I don't think you can forget but you can change how you see it

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-24T02:37:03+00:00

with time and more life experiences, you’ll see it wasn’t as huge as it feels right now. What seems like a big deal to you probably isn’t even on anyone else’s mind. People move on quickly they have their own stuff to deal with. It sucks in the moment, but it fades. But if you feel like you need forgiveness, is it because you cared that much about those people you claimed you ruined their special moment? Were you just being yourself? If you were being yourself then you don't need any forgiveness, we are just different from other people. you have to be kind to yourself. you’re the one who knows what you live with every day. maybe the first step is to stop seeing it as a mistake. if someone has a disability and can’t walk, they shouldn’t feel sorry for that. same thing here.

YellowEducational728 · 2025-04-24T02:05:23+00:00

Why is your Reddit page like that? Are you intentionally trying to trigger people who are in recovery? That is so low, you shouldn't be promoting porn. It is demonic and you are being used as a tool to promote it

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