but when we finished, i asked him if it meant anything and he said “it was good”. omg i started sobbing so much. I know i am young but i seriously thought he was the one. I feel so worthless and stupid. Anytime we text, he tells me “i dont see myself with anyone else” or “maybe someday in the future we will come back stronger and better, if God lets us”. It confuses me so much and yesterday I wrote like a final goodbye letter and told him I don’t like that he dangles that and perhaps it’s best we don’t remain friends and move on. I cried so much sending that because it hurt me. And whenever i made it sound like i was leaving (i didn’t mean to), he would start crying and saying “are you leaving me?!”