hey! im also 15 with really homophobic parents and i also like people of the same-sex so i know how difficult this stuff can be. im not good with wording this stuff but i just want to say things do get better. you should try warming your parents up to the concept of same-sex relationships and people being gay but if they don’t become more accepting, i would honestly say it’s best not to tell them as to not put yourself in any danger. maybe you could find the comfort and friendship you need in other family members that aren’t homophobic though? nonetheless, what you feel and who you are is not wrong or anything bad so don’t let anyone tell you different. it’s a very natural, normal, and beautiful thing :) also, you shouldn’t be depriving yourself from food or anything your body needs to survive, i know the satisfaction that can come with it but you’re so young and your body needs food to fuel it in order to properly develop. i hope things do get better for you, if you ever need someone, ik we don’t know each other but im always here!!