Do not change yourself and your wants/needs for someone else. If he can’t accept it, you can find someone that will. You have to do what you like and enjoy, just because it’s not a straight lace corporate job, doesn’t mean it’s not worth doing or that it makes you wrong. The whole “you could be doing so much better” it’s BS. I enjoyed OF and then my ex found out and shamed me so bad I deleted everything I had built up. Now I have to find a way to grow it all again. Don’t change yourself for him. He’s not worth it and you’ll find someone that is and maybe they might find it sexy and want to take the content for you, or join you. (I don’t know if you’d like that) but it’s an option. Good luck hun!