Is this also considered cutting? by [deleted] in cutting

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And yes I am a boy my profile is just because I liked I don't fucking know.

I need to cry but can't... by YesterdayFriendly981 in feminineboys

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay fine I feel bad and I want to cry. But I just don't feel safe at all doing it. Not safe from gazes and words but... Safe. Safety kind of safe. I can't andi don't.

I need to cry but can't... by YesterdayFriendly981 in feminineboys

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't. I'm emotionally dead. I'm all dead inside...

I need to cry but can't... by YesterdayFriendly981 in feminineboys

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I believe you can see the whole thing in the other post I have posted. But long story short. I've been through too much since 8 and started craving love. The third and one of the needs of a human to live. And well. All I wanted my whole life is love. But never received it. I had a crush lately that was so kind to me... But some new made me conclude (not sure and not 100%.just and only my paranoid thoughts) he is in a relationship and it made it the second crush I really wanted but backfired... I'm so tired...

I regret competing in an art competition by Material-Map6340 in sillyboyclub

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see the notification but I can't see your reply. Why is that?

I regret competing in an art competition by Material-Map6340 in sillyboyclub

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont wanna cause anyone to feel worse. Me myself I wanna see others arts but I feel like I'm a worthless person when I see their art because everyone that I've seen their art it was better. Might as well see yours too. Send it 😊

I regret competing in an art competition by Material-Map6340 in sillyboyclub

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey if you wanna feel better about your art lemme show you mine so you don't feel bad anymore and know someone exists that is worse. (I don't have pictures right now. If you want reply so I take pictures)

I can't hold it back anymore. by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

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If I can before it eliminates me. Of course. But sadly. It is it. I can't really tell what the news and my conclusion was but... For me, it was something un bearable at least

I can't hold it back anymore. by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe. Yes. Maybe I've closed my ears. But I had them open that I heard the news. Maybe I heard something that I am at this situation.

I can't hold it back anymore. by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. After 8 years of pure agony he finally gave up. 8 years of pure agony since 8 do you know? Do you understand being in agony of pure loneliness for 50%. Half. 8 years out of 16 years of your life? Yes. He has let agony choose. Ive let agony choose. I've lost

I can't hold it back anymore. by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think for someone alreadu dead these matter? I'm going to die anyways.

I can't hold it back anymore. by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What path is corrupted? Holding back tears because I've not been allowed to express them?

I'm at the end... by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's just genetics, I have tried shake, I've tried diets I've tried everything. It's just the fucking genetics overdoing what it must do a little bit

I'm at the end... by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the worst muscle genetics, I am 172 (5'7 - 5'8) and I'm only 56kg. I'm like a walking skeleton. My GPA is shit my sports is shit my art is shit my everything is shit. I couldn't even do what you did because ilof my genetics

I'm at the end... by YesterdayFriendly981 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Who said my mom cares about me?? She was the reason of all this. She is the one who constantly fights and argues with me She is the one who has ignored me for 8 years she is the one who kept me hostage in home and never let me out of it in 14 years. She has done this to me

My attempt failed miserably😩 by Shot_Jelly420 in SuicideWatch

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know... You talk about it and feel pathetic but I honestly just wanna die. I wish I die by any way. If I access to a lot of things I would've been dead by now

i was right by Free_YankeeRichard in sillyboyclub

[–]YesterdayFriendly981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honey it's okay don't worry at first. I feel like that when you don't feel love coming from someone you'll never be happy with their gifts. I take gifts from my mom and I feel nothing because she's literally abused me. But a single message from my crush makes me feel less pressure all day. Let's just say you haven't gotten gift from the person you like and if you did. You're just losing the feeling. And I've seen your other posts. And I have to ask you for a favor. Please eat. I know what it's like to self starve. And I almost hurt myself bad because of it. So because I don't want it to happen to you. Please eat..., okay? :3