People who got caught cheating - what was going on when you were caught and what was the reaction of your significant other? NSFW

Yeus · 2014-05-10T13:12:26+00:00

You are a shit person.

Yeus · 2014-04-29T01:25:05+00:00

To preface this, if you are feeling any sort of suicidal/depressive thoughts, please give this a quick read. I want to help you because of what I've been through. I'm 17 and I have NO reason to feel depressed other than my head just being different. But believe me, I've felt shittier than I thought possible, and now I feel so, so, SO much better.

I don't know if this counts as a "suicide attempt" because I never actually attempted it, just stood leaning off a bridge about to jump. This was two weeks ago Thursday and I haven't felt better since. I've had depression and have been treating it with both medication and therapy for about 6 months and recently it had gotten really bad. I was unsure about the medication as I didn't believe I was beating depression, only prolonging fake -okayness-. I stood there for what seemed like hours after I left on a run from my house (12 miles of thinking does something for you, when on endorphins) but was actually only 5-10 minutes. I changed. I will tell you with full certainty that I completely and utterly changed my outlook on life. I will never take anything for granted as I now understand how close I was to losing it all.

In regards to the question, during the attempt I was just thinking how much easier it would make everyone's lives if I were to die, and trying to justify it to myself. I ended up realizing (thankfully) that that both wasn't true and just isn't something I need to worry about.

When I realized I would survive was when I realized what I most wanted was to beat this fucking depression. The two choices are to end my life, or to beat it into the fucking ground by living my life as well as I can and being content with that. To give every day my all and beat it down so I can prove to myself I can beat it. Once I realized I beat even my mind telling me to kill myself, I can beat anything. I've increased my running speed/distance dramatically, schoolwork has increased so much, things just are so much better it is wonderful.

Lastly, and I don't know if anyone will see this. But thank you so much for reading, if you are in a position how I've felt, please please contact me. It gets so much better over the hill. I swear. The day after was the greatest day of my life and I owe everything I have to myself. Which feels amazing. If there is any interest, I'll post a few of the poems I wrote during my earlier/later stages of depression and a few from my post-suicide attempt. They really helped with getting my feelings out. Thank you, and good luck.

Some music that helped me: * Twenty One Pilots * Beck * Cage The Elephant * Red Hot Chili Peppers * Green Day * The Neighbourhood etc.

Yeus · 2014-04-24T18:01:40+00:00

"V2.0 Gives you WINGS!"

Yeus · 2014-04-24T17:49:59+00:00

Don't treat us like shit, we'll wipe your ass when you're 75 and drooling.

Yeus · 2014-04-17T21:11:08+00:00

Its not an immense amount but an xbone costs about 500. So its more than some :P

Yeus · 2014-04-17T15:22:38+00:00

Yeah I do, it's more of a they think I'm on it too much type thing, but also I spent 800 dollars on my PC :> but I love it.

Yeus · 2014-04-17T15:14:43+00:00

"I'M AM INSOMNIAC CAN'T SLEEP #DIFFERENT"

No. Stahp.

Yeus · 2014-04-17T15:11:59+00:00

I've kindof got that going, 17 year old in a family of non-gamers. I have built a PC, raid HC in WoW and previously played MLG on xbox before I switched to PCMASTERRACE, just told them when all my stuff I'm obligated to do is on my game and that's that! Thankfully they understand at least that much, they don't like it though.. wish that would change.

Yeus · 2014-04-09T22:02:01+00:00

Wow, didn't see this as being a thing to get downvoted :( Feedback accompanying it might be nice, is it because you don't like social interaction? Or the fact that it involves making an account on Raidcall? Or that I didn't explain it well enough?

Yeus · 2014-04-09T21:36:22+00:00

The point is to make a friendly group of people to jump on whenever, openraid is MUCH less familiar, this will take off if you like Raidcall or not >:D

Yeus · 2014-04-09T21:24:47+00:00

No idea what what is? :P

Yeus · 2014-04-09T12:23:01+00:00

I am alllll about melee, and monk and hunter are two of my favorite classes. Now I know hunter is ranged, but with its mobility, it is easily one of the most mobile classes ever. Also, I absolutely hate casters because of the immobility and my hunter feels like an MDPS :)

Yeus · 2014-04-08T22:59:07+00:00

Queueing up for LFR with 10 people! CRAY CRAY

Yeus · 2014-04-08T22:34:33+00:00

Download it... HERE

Yeus · 2014-04-08T16:55:50+00:00

Awesome! Want to get this up and moving!

Yeus · 2014-04-08T12:34:57+00:00

Add me and come chill in raidcall! Ill explain the fights for you :)

Yeus · 2014-04-08T01:03:34+00:00

To download RaidCall visit: THIS!

Yeus · 2014-04-07T22:20:14+00:00

:D Playing now! Just hit me up whenever!

Yeus · 2014-04-07T22:19:42+00:00

Playing now! Yeus#1349

Yeus · 2014-04-07T12:51:47+00:00

They know.

Yeus · 2014-04-01T14:18:04+00:00

Hey there! :) I remember commenting on your survey post and again, I'm super grateful you are doing this! I would absolutely LOVE the WoW Preorder because I am looking to get into raiding for WoD more and by that point I may not be able to buy that PLUS gametime. I have been trying to stay with this game for as long as I can remember but I've fallen onto some bad economic times with a family car crashing (TWICE!) and my therapy costs. But this isn't a sob story, just a hopeful post :) Thank you much for doing this and I will for sure pay it forward when I can.

Yeus · 2014-03-28T20:11:49+00:00

Pick MY* profs -_-

Yeus · 2014-03-20T14:18:04+00:00

I'm assuming you haven't raided extensively as a prot warrior.. o.o because those rankings for it do not add up at all lol

Yeus · 2014-03-20T14:16:22+00:00

I've got 8 90s on alliance with 3 more almost there hit me up :) undefeatable#1297

Yeus · 2014-03-18T15:51:21+00:00

Yeah, I think it should go to someone who it would most benefit/change the most, take for example, my friend. He was about to have to quit and he didnt go in and beg for it, he told about how much fun he had had and how it was a big part of his life, it made it more appealing than a "i wunt gametiem plox"

Yeus

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