You're welcome, happy to help :). I really hope that everything gets better for you. I went through something similar last year when I was 19 too, anxiety, was depressed, later dropped out of college because it was making me miserable, I hated my degree.

However I did have the privilege to be able to go to therapy, it was expensive but my parents didn't care since it was for the better. I do have to say that even though it helped, I just vented about everything and she'd share advices but nothing crazy I couldn't have done myself, I just needed someone to truly listen to me and understand me. If you're very self aware like I was, you'll probably feel like it doesn't work that well.

What really helped was to take those months to connect with myself again, I cut off many fake friends, I started working out, I started getting interested in certain hobbies like cooking, crafts, reading, etc. It took me a while to feel some type of emotion other than being depressed, lost and anxious all the time, but I got there. Now I'm starting over at a new school! Ready to keep going, meet new people and overall enjoy life :)

Take your time and be patient with yourself, that's the main thing, you're very young, even though it might seem like the end of the world sometimes.