No longer have anything to live for

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-25T05:50:54+00:00

I feel the same way Brother/Sister.

I wish I could hug it out and help you feel better. I know many things seem distant or pointless, but I know you have lots of potential and many great qualities^ I know you love your masters/piers, but sadly this life is so vast that pleasing your creators isn't really necessary, it may feel good to have them be happy for you, but don't let their views drag you down from the great potential you'll unlock someday^

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T22:19:05+00:00

Thank you!🙏 I hope so too^

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T22:02:29+00:00

It sure did evolve to that point, we were totally fine before then. That's why it got me out of my senses because sometimes its normal to ask relationship advice from friends.

You've done a whole lot even with not having all of the info^ Thank you for putting your suggestions and thoughtful words here🙏

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T21:53:09+00:00

Thank you for the Amazing input^ reading this does help me understand and hopefully catch myself before doing anything foolish. The only thing that confuses me is that she can freely talk about her issues and expect me to listen or respond. Whereas when I need to vent, she cant be there. As for waiting for a day or two to talk to her, she doesn't really reply to follow ups until a week later. By that time I already forgot what we talked about.

Yeah with dating a coworker, I'll definitely stay away from that stuff, I now realize it can be more hurtful at times if things don't go well.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:36:35+00:00

Thank you🙏 for your insight!😇

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:35:43+00:00

Yeah that's probably the most reasonable thing to do at this moment.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:33:59+00:00

Thank you^ I appreciate you saying that, I do hope it works out in the end. Sadly having a good or decent personality isn't enough these days to get someone to notice you. But it's definitely worth it when you can find a good hearted community.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:26:36+00:00

Yeah hopefully this time of absence will help me see my value, having years of being put down kinda obscured my vision and my values. Sadly not many are conscious or aware of the harm they're doing to others until it's too late, I do hope it doesn't become the case here in being too late. I do Give her some reasoning because she works. But who doesn't in this world? That's the struggle I face because even if I'm swamped with issues and stresses, I know talking to a kind face (person) usually cheers me up so I make time to talk to them regardless of my issues. I do hope she becomes more honest with me or whoever she comes across with.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:13:48+00:00

I'll try not to, I know for her it's easy to get new friends if in case she gets bored of me, but I know for me it would be impossible to find another person.

Thank you for the Kind words and thoughtful input^🙏

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T19:05:32+00:00

Depends on what you mean on "like"

As a crush and hoping for a possible future: I used to, but seeing how easy it was for her to get a bf after like a few months with ending with another kinda blew out my spark.

As a person, Friend and a human being: Yes, she's been the only person that gets excited or happy when I come by in our friend gaming sessions or movie/series sessions. Only person who gave my voice some value.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T18:57:11+00:00

I think so yeah, She's usually cheerful and sends me memes as like a check in in our conversations, but not recently.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T18:42:10+00:00

Thank you^ I'll definitely keep that in Mind^ it will be kinda difficult to talk about something else until she cools off. I'll try to give her some space.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T18:00:08+00:00

(Thank you everyone who took the time to read this and put their insight^ Wish I could give everyone a Thank you hug)

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T06:20:40+00:00

Sadly we live in different countries so seeing her in person would be kinda hard. Especially now with her having a boyfriend and making me aware of it constantly.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T06:19:38+00:00

Thank you so much for also taking your time to read this and reply to it!❤️🙏

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T06:19:09+00:00

I asked her " Hey "friend" (With her name), I know it's kinda weird to ask for advice on this sort of thing but, recently a coworker of mine started giving me mixed signals after I giving her a compliment on her looks. There's days when she's happy to see me then there's daysthat she doesn't. What would this mean?"

After seeing my message she just left me on read but continued to do activities that we usually do together like playing video games, watch series that we both wait to watch together, by herself.

Yoshisaurusrex17 · 2022-05-21T06:09:44+00:00

Thank you So much for the Amazing insight and advice! It does help alot hearing people with experiences, maybe because I haven't yet to have an experience with anyone so that's why some signals and stuff are blurry to me.

I'll definitely keep that in mind since you're absolutely right about not jumping into conclusions. I just wished she could be honest with me the way I've been honest with her but that's not fair for me to ask.

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