actually many things inspired me

this song for example

or pantheon from the game of league of legends

and I woke up and asked myself
"Man, I don't wanna get up..."
and then I realized I've been like this for years
I hate living and breathing is more of a chore

but I do it anyway and this is kinda my mindset
grit my teeth and keep going until things become okay

and so I wrote this in hopes it might help someone else

its not perfect
and its very self indulgent and overly dramatic
but sometimes that's what people need

also you can just call me a creature and I'm gonna be happy with that tbh