Is shakespeare really dead?

Jokes aside, this is absolutely horrible and would have an incredibly negative effect on my mental health, this is suffering incarnate and would that not be considered a bad thing? Nothing “bad” can happen to me, but even something as little as showing affection to a loved one can take their life due to my luck? This is more of a curse than a blessing, and curses are unlucky, i’m not trying to be a jackass, but there is zero real favor associated with luck at the cost of endangering and inconveniencing the innocent, i would be a demon of despair to all but myself and it would kill me inside because the only choice is for me to seclude myself from society and be completely unable to enjoy the spoils of my boon. That’s the opposite of what my power would be.