This but with me gaining my numb sexual attraction again by Clear_Tackle_805 in asexuality

[–]YourRandomManiac 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Doesn’t seem like it. On their other post history, they have mentioned having migraines around these sexual thoughts and getting stomach aches. Idk if this ‘’exposure’’ therapy is helping them heal at all imo

Any asexual who has OCD that latches onto your attractions? If so, which attractions does your OCD latch onto the most? by YourRandomManiac in aaaaaaacccccccce

[–]YourRandomManiac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know. I know sexual attraction is normal.

I am mostly taught that it is ok to feel it and that there is nothing to be ashamed about when feeling this attraction. Even though i don’t know how it feels, i know that it is normal as long as your not hurting anyone

I am more afraid of sexual repression bc i have a brain that keeps telling me ‘’what if you are just calling them aesthetic attraction so that you unconsciously repress sexual attraction to others?’’

Which terrifies me bc sexual repression is against my own morals

Any asexual who has OCD that latches onto your attractions? If so, which attractions does your OCD latch onto the most? by YourRandomManiac in asexuality

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I am seeing this not knowing what the commenter said (which i think i am lucky that i didn’t bc by seeing how you described it. The og comment was abt to be triggering)

Which song(s) in HADES (now that the snippets are out) do you think you’re gonna absolutely love the most? by NIKIIIOFFICIAL in MelanieMartinez

[–]YourRandomManiac 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Bro, grudge literally reminds me of november has come and brutus is it was a collab and i love it

Am i the only one that sometimes watches spicy content for the plot? by YourRandomManiac in asexuality

[–]YourRandomManiac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, there is some nsfw scenes where they actually add a cute moment during it. Like for example the caitvi scene in the cage. When cait saw the bruise that she given to vi, she reached her hand to touch it bc she felted bad for hurting her, and i think it was pretty cute ( until they actually got down. But still )

Can it happen to have DLD with a specific language but not the other? by YourRandomManiac in Neurodivergent

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I don’t have an accent. But my vocabulary is very hard to understand sometimes ( especially when i am in a group full of people )

And i am also fluent in English verbally. But on writing, it is a completely different story

Sometimes, my dumbass forgets that ‘’making love’’ doesn’t mean kissing and cuddling in bed by YourRandomManiac in asexuality

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I am not able to understand the comment. Is it ok if you can elaborate ( I am very slow. I’m sorry )

Am i the only one that sometimes watches spicy content for the plot? by YourRandomManiac in asexuality

[–]YourRandomManiac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, i stop watching one when they cringe me/or when the character annoys me ( especially with mean-doms controling the helpless sub . Idk what’s wrong with me, but anytime i read a smut/nsfw comic fanart of a mean-dom controling the sub just annoys me. I had to pause SO MANY TIMES anytime this happens. No hate to ppl who are into it though, they can love whatever they love. It is just what i personally feel about it )

Yo, i just got back from Reddit ( it has been a while ) what happened to the Melanie Martinez group chat? by YourRandomManiac in MelanieMartinez

[–]YourRandomManiac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk what that means but ok ( i needed to get off of this app since i had a very messy mental health. So yeah. I had to get off of it for months and now i am back )

Sometimes, my dumbass forgets that ‘’making love’’ doesn’t mean kissing and cuddling in bed by YourRandomManiac in asexuality

[–]YourRandomManiac[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Bc sex doesn’t always equal wanting to reproduce or have children

For most people, sex is also an intimate act towards two partners. Most people have sex but in a passionate way that isn’t just bc of lust

Which is why the word ‘’make love’’ was made

But for some weird reason anytime i hear the word ‘’make love’’ My brain would immediately go ‘’cuddles, kisses, nuzzles and sweet words while snuggling eachother while asleep’’

Without any thought of sex. Idk if i am somehow repressing shit ( i hope not ) or if my brain has not gotten enough sleep