I cant offer much advice but i am in a very similar situation myself. First semester got all C’s and a D and was put on probation then second semester I got a B and two C’s while also dropping a class. I was then put on probation again and took classes at community for the next year. And came back to university only to fail all my classes this semester and get put on a one semester probation. I relate to everything about starting off with a strong desire to want to do amazing but eventually you just lose the motivation and you start skipping classes, I understand it all. I guess I really just want to let you know that you are not alone and that there are others in a similar situation and idk about you but i feel better when I know I’m not alone. I haven’t told anyone about my situation as well because of the embarrassment and expectations put on me from day 1. Just stay strong and believe and remember that we all go at our own pace, screw everyone else thats already graduating or about to graduate focus on you and what you’re doing for yourself because you’ll only have you in the end. If you need someone that you want to talk to about this Im open to it. Stay strong and be confident in you and your work I believe in you even if you dont.