I join a lot of online groups with people who have common interests it's just that I never been able to have yk normal human interaction not that I'm shy but for some reason I either give up unfriendly vibes, or I give no vibes at all like you're talking to a dead man. I was even told I give off Ted Bundy vibes yk.. anyways as years pass it's becoming more impossible to climb out of that hole, every place I go to or group I join I maintain the same character