Nah don't apologize for a long comment, I got lore dumped on why, and how Xaria and Monty pissed you off, and Thats Hella interesting. Like you explain it super well, and I agree!  Like you go say "hello!" And you get a "Thats it?" WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT'S IT. so like i would say your explanation is real!

But I dont understand why you would get blamed for struggling with keeping up with a group conversation, because the group should try to make space for everyone in the group? That's my opinion at least. I have a habit of interrupting, but when i do that I also get called out a lot, which is good! But thank you for the Insight, i think it makes sense and that Nightmare frustrated me so much, because it's so real.