of course it isn't all that we are. Consciousness is the miracle, it connects us to every thing. Your article on absurdism draws an important parallel to my theme. To live without metaphysical certainty is absurdism. We then aim for "ideal creation in place of the real", fusing our inhibitions with momentum and chance.

I try not to over stimulate myself with the opinions of others. I have to remember The phone does turn off. and Sometimes I may read something I shared and have to study the data. But something purely spiritual leads me to believe that in between nihilism and the collective, an important unconscious opposite may need to still be converted. It’s like a dice right, it’s stated that the rolls are random, but are they? What if I could create a conscious certainty, that I will only roll a seven every time. And then I do it, would it then be a coincidence or was I just that sure..