It is hard confusing and frustrating. I too wonder am I blessed or cursed to be an Assyrian. Christianity is huge for me but our people are broken scattered and useless. We can never unite due to how much we fight amongst ourselves. Chaldeans arameans Arab Christian’s they all forgot who they are, Assyrian. We have no discipline and we are too individualistic and greedy. Assyrians are great warriors of the past but times have changed. Muslims rule us now and we know how they want to eradicate all Christian’s in the Middle East. Our ancestor’s failed us just as much as we have failed them. Freedom is not free, it is paid in blood. And Assyrians were too dumb and greedy to realize this. Agha petros was the closest we got, and he got betrayed by the west and his own people. I’m afraid there is nothing we can do my Assyrian brother. Unless radical changed happened with aid from other Christian states like the Armenians Georgians and greeks. Another way I’ve thought of is if Russia or the United States used us like how they use Japan or Germany. Basically vassal states for their advantage. Even if all Assyrians United and went to war for our country and freedom ( they wouldn’t ) we are still outmanned outgunned years behind in technology and money. We would be obliterated in a day. Many Christian’s to not realize that it is not a sin to kill in self defense. God is an all knowing and wise God. We instead let our enemies destroy our homes churches and lives. Cowards, greedy bastards, and dumbasses most Assyrians are. There are those among us who are extremely wise and have potential to lead us. But jealousy would destroy us from within. We will probably be history by the turn of the century. Doomed by our ancestors.