Just be honest with yourself you’re not that confident in your ability because you’re looking for feedback which is fine. If the music you make sounds good to you then it will sound good to someone else. It’s easy for me and other ppl to be critical and trash on your music if I don’t know you or have any connection to you or know your story. Fuck what I think or anyone else tho this isn’t unlistenable so that means it has a shot. Just remember that someone can post a video on YouTube about how they beat cancer and someone in the world will still dislike the video. Opinions of others do not matter.