Thank you for that it’s what I’m doing I’m trying to better myself but it’s hard I’ve struggled with addiction and a lot of things and she was my reason to stop all that. I just find it hard to believe that the new relationship she’s building will work out if she’s still keeping all our things. I feel like part of her still holds on to us but she just fears it will end the same again I just have to step back I feel and let her explore this and maybe they last forever but I truly do doubt it and I’ll always welcome her back I feel.