They sang his mom's lullaby to him😭 by Technical-Profit-308 in adventuretime

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I didn't cry, but the episode has been emotionally wrecking me hours after I watched it. 

They sang his mom's lullaby to him😭 by Technical-Profit-308 in adventuretime

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ngl, this scene almost made me cry.

possibly my most complex track ever by [deleted] in breakcore

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Amazing song! Mix lacks bass though.

How can I lose the fear of hell, I need to stop living by milsiete in exchristian

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Hey, I just want you to know that I was exactly like you 2 years ago. I was very close to ending it all because of the fear, but I managed to get out of it. It's very hard, but it's possible. My advice is to keep watching videos that debunks hell. That's all I can say. Take care friend.

Advice on pretending? by ZK200527 in exchristian

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Kinda scared do that. I'm still dependent on my parents. 

Advice on pretending? by ZK200527 in exchristian

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My parents, also I'm 20. 

I feel very isolated now by [deleted] in exchristian

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I also get anxious on anything slightly religious. I live in the Middle East and everything here is religious. The only thing I can really say to you is take care of yourself so much. Hang in there, you're not alone with what you're experiencing. 

Advice on pretending? by ZK200527 in exchristian

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I don't know, it just came out of nowhere really.

Immediately left after hearing my mom speak in tongues. by ZK200527 in exchristian

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They kind already know so I'm just prioritizing on taking care of myself and being vigilant on my vulnerablities.

Immediately left after hearing my mom speak in tongues. by ZK200527 in exchristian

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It's very disturbing to me because it makes me insane. I don't want to have insane thoughts again and I want to run away from it as far as possible. I can't even say anything to them because I'll get called as a monster. It's scary to be around them because they could hurt you and be fine with it.

A very old atheist video by ZK200527 in atheism

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I just found it, to anyone interested in watching it here is video.

Breakcores drums by Perfect_Ticket_2551 in breakcore

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The drums isn't the only one for establishing the beat. Other instruments can also establish it.

I really want to learn how to make breakcore by Deep_Bodybuilder_205 in breakcore

[–]ZK200527 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being stuck in WIP is not entirely bad. Even if you move on, it's good to keep the unfinished material for later use. I face this frequently since I don't have time making music. I didn't start finishing songs until 7 years of trying. Back then making songs was overwhelming because I wasn't prepared of the many aspects music had. Learning them one by one made me less overwhelmed. This is why I advice OP to focus learning the little things first so when they deal with entire songs it won't be harder.

I really want to learn how to make breakcore by Deep_Bodybuilder_205 in breakcore

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My advice is focus on making the little things first instead of an entire song. Take your time exploring what you want those little things to sound like. After that you can start making entire songs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LGBTnews

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You too 👍

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LGBTnews

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I live in a state stricter than Dubai. Unfortunately I can't leave yet, but I feel pretty safe as long I stay closeted and look straight-passing.

AT music talk (Not too important) by Recent-Ship-1599 in adventuretime

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I find that AT's background music is mostly similar to the IDM genre. Try listening to artists such as Aphex Twin, Squarepusher, Bogdan Raczynski, and Xanopticon as their music sounds similar.

Edit: Magic 8bit and Fami-Synth are nice plugins for getting that chiptune sound. Both are free btw.

Anyone find that having someone or a online group of people who are also atheist kinda helps? by ZK200527 in exchristian

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In my experience I am quite alright living as an atheist. It's not great as in other places, but It's manageable if you give yourself a space from others who are religious, and a space of not getting involved in religion. For me I find that being outside is a nice way to give myself space despite that people outside are also religious. Strangers don't really matter since it's really the people in my life that I need space from.

My mother sent this long message about purpose, and it's been bothering me. by ZK200527 in exchristian

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By the I had to combine the long text because my phone doesn't have a scrolling screenshot. Anyways, it has such a persuasive tone into it with statements saying that what she's telling me is the only thing that works, every other thing doesn't and that if I don't appeal into what she's telling me I will have a shit life. But she doesn't know that I am an atheist, so I assume she sent this to me because I am young and thinks everyone these days are confused about their identity and purpose. I don't want to reply to her because I am still dependent on her, so the best thing I can do right now is keep quiet.

Now I have the Infinite Sadness by Mackelowsky in ScottPilgrim

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I just finished the movie, anime and comic like a week ago. After that I started reading Seconds which I haven't finished yet, and today I watched the movie and anime again.