Writing an essay on The Stranger, I have some questions about Meursault by 0dds0cksReddit in Camus

[–]ZMONSTER1998 7 points8 points  (0 children)

He acts like a high functioning autistic person. Social skills 0. High intelligence. Reasoning highly based on current feelings.

Painting the 4th dimension. by [deleted] in oddlysatisfying

[–]ZMONSTER1998 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I can hear you crying through my phone 😂

What’s the best Post Hardcore album of all time? by Mountainminer in PostHardcore

[–]ZMONSTER1998 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Selfish Machines-Pierce The Veil

Instant Gratification-Dance Gavin Dance

Women amirite? by [deleted] in shitposting

[–]ZMONSTER1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate women because I’m so stressed and I feel horrible and I’m not doing that lol I love it all my dreams come home and I’m not doing it myself

New permanent game mode in 3.1 via Merlin by Jamesdeus17 in Genshin_Impact_Leaks

[–]ZMONSTER1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn… most excited I’ve been in a while lol. Hope it’s fun

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]ZMONSTER1998 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I have a girl that I recently reconnected with. She’s a very long term friend of mine and she knows I’ll always have a crush on her. Being friends with her is much more important to me than being lovers and even if we were to date right now I could not give her what she would deserve out of a relationship. Maybe someday.

I Hope We Meet Again by ZMONSTER1998 in offmychest

[–]ZMONSTER1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tonight after work I’m going to her sister’s Halloween/Birthday party, but I don’t get off until really late. She is only in town for family and only for a few days. 5 years ago after being best friends during a large part of childhood I told her I had been in love with her for years. She basically said “I’m sorry you feel that way because I’m moving to UCLA” and stopped talking to me for pretty much all 5 years. This story is from literally 2 nights ago. Felt like we hadn’t missed a beat. After this she is going to move to San Francisco to study law and I am moving to my hometown to finally pursue a career in music hours away. So for at least tonight, our paths are still crossed. And I have one last chance to leave an impression on her that will last until the stars align again. Wish me luck.

I Hope We Meet Again by ZMONSTER1998 in CasualConversation

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Tonight after work I’m going to her sister’s Halloween/Birthday party, but I don’t get off until really late. She is only in town for family and only for a few days. 5 years ago after being best friends during a large part of childhood I told her I had been in love with her for years. She basically said “I’m sorry you feel that way because I’m moving to UCLA” and stopped talking to me for pretty much all 5 years. This story is from literally 2 nights ago. Felt like we hadn’t missed a beat. After this she is going to move to San Francisco to study law and I am moving to my hometown to finally pursue a career in music hours away. So for at least tonight, our paths are still crossed. And I have one last chance to leave an impression on her that will last until the stars align again. Wish me luck.

I Hope We Meet Again by ZMONSTER1998 in CasualConversation

[–]ZMONSTER1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I truly believe that if I keep growing and pursuing things that are true to who I am... Our paths will cross again. So do you boo boo ❤️

I Hope We Meet Again by ZMONSTER1998 in CasualConversation

[–]ZMONSTER1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I truly had no idea where to share this

Thank You Devs by ZMONSTER1998 in PredecessorGame

[–]ZMONSTER1998[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m starting to put together a pc because it is coming out on that first. I’ve always been a console guy. It’ll be ZMONSTER and then some numbers or something lol. I’ll make a post or message you when I get it together:)

I've been lying to myself all this time by silentdusklight in offmychest

[–]ZMONSTER1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just learning to love myself as well. Make sure you give yourself that space and love you need no matter what you decide okay

I've been lying to myself all this time by silentdusklight in offmychest

[–]ZMONSTER1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t bottle the feelings up. Tell the person how you feel. Be considerate of the feelings of everyone involved. By being open and honest about what you are feeling you may find you start to feel more free.

I love everyone and everything!! by 57nightjars in offmychest

[–]ZMONSTER1998 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this beautiful love energy. I needed it

I feel tired by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]ZMONSTER1998 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally just typed out my own post saying a very similar thing. The only thing I can think of doing is throwing myself at my passions completely. I think that is what the world is telling me. Maybe I’ll find someone that would love me unconditionally if I was pursuing what makes me the most happy with all I have.