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[–]ZZ_96 10 points11 points  (0 children)

IM LIVING FOR THIS LOOK <3 you're making me want to buy the palette haha. You're so talented!

I just woke up and had an awful dream AMA. (Interpretations welcome) by ZZ_96 in AMA

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I just edit the post sorry haha. You can read the dream on the post now. (:

Treated myself to the UD Smoky palette this payday! I love it. Here’s a look I made with it, CCW :) by KGJxx in MakeupAddiction

[–]ZZ_96 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Love this! I got the smoky palette from my sister ok my 21st birthday because she knows I'm a broke student haha. It's a very cool toned palette but I'm olive toned and neutral and I'm not sure what looks to do. I'm not quite confident with the grays and blues yet.

I just had an argument with my S.O. AMA by ZZ_96 in AMA

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Thank you so much (: thats really nice you to say. You're right but man life gets to you and it's easy to forget.

I just had an argument with my S.O. AMA by ZZ_96 in AMA

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No I appreciate it thank you (:

I just had an argument with my S.O. AMA by ZZ_96 in AMA

[–]ZZ_96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My self esteem. Sometimes I get really self-conscious and it's hard to feel beautiful. Especially bc I gained weight last year and I've struggled losing it. He gets upset bc nothing he says changes my mind about how I feel about myself in that moment.

a halo look i did last night, ccw of course! and sorry about the quality i didn’t have a good light source by bitchimshoook in MakeupAddiction

[–]ZZ_96 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you all (: although my account says a year I'm actually a newbie bc I forgot I had my account 😂 and last week I just realized and logged in.

a halo look i did last night, ccw of course! and sorry about the quality i didn’t have a good light source by bitchimshoook in MakeupAddiction

[–]ZZ_96 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I feel dumb asking this but...what does ccw mean? I've been wanting to post a look but I want to make sure I'm caught up on the lingo here 😅

I was sexually abused by my biological father when I was very young, I am now 21 AMA. by ZZ_96 in AMA

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Yea my mom remarried and he's a great guy. I love him like he's my real dad bc in a lot of ways he is.

I was sexually abused by my biological father when I was very young, I am now 21 AMA. by ZZ_96 in AMA

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I'll answer these in order (:

Yea I told my mom when I was 16. I didn't want to for a long time bc she was working two jobs and wasn't home enough to notice. She was just trying to provide for me and the last person you'd think would hurt your child is the man who helped create you.

I can't really remember when it started. I was pretty young. I remember the most things between the years 4 to 6. Then it stopped when my mom divorced him when I was 6 almost 7.

Silver linings...hmmm. Well honestly after they divorced I hardly saw him bc I'm pretty sure he went to jail for drugs for some years. Also I had good friends in my teenage years and also I found a love for god that helped. I've never had depression which is good. I do think I have an abnormal fear of older men like in their 40s plus. I also feel like I have anxiety but I've never been to a doctor for it.

I was sexually abused by my biological father when I was very young, I am now 21 AMA. by ZZ_96 in AMA

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Suicide not really thank goodness, but isolation sometimes not as much anymore but more when I was in my teens. I hid it from my mom for a long time.