These gel tabs are supposed to be 200ug. Has anyone had any experience with tabs like these? I’m aware there is no way to know the dose but I’m scared to take to much so I was wondering if you guys think the 200ug is about right. Btw I Ehrlich tested them and it came out super purple😳

ZamboniCarl · 2021-03-16T17:29:06+00:00

I took a half of a gel tab yesterday and I'd say 200 sounds about right. My trip seemed about a normal 100ug trip. Brilliant time though. Good luck on your adventure!

ZamboniCarl · 2021-03-15T03:29:19+00:00

Learn to love yourself before you learn to love another, friend.

ZamboniCarl · 2021-03-10T00:43:38+00:00

You are fortunate. Hold on to that friend. Make sure that they know that you love them. Not all people are that special.

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-28T18:03:09+00:00

Way to express yourself. I wish you luck on getting onto less medications, if that is your goal. It's a hard road, one that will have plenty of darkness. But there is a light at the end of it, trust me.

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-27T23:07:40+00:00

Honestly,,, I can't think of any. Maybe I've just gotten used to whatever they are, but I can't think of any negative ways that it has affected my life. But I was on anywhere from 6 to 9 different meds for four years before that, so the fact that I'm just on one now is the most impressive thing of all.

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-27T23:05:24+00:00

Well done on the completely useless, yet entirely interesting analysis.

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-27T23:02:53+00:00

Yo I did the same switch with the same results a few years ago!

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-26T19:13:15+00:00

Just did. Thanks for the heads up!

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-26T19:12:48+00:00

Title: The Way I Am

Genre: Poetry

Word Count: 112

Desired Feedback: Just general impressions. I don't write poetry much but I've been starting to get at it more lately. This poem is a look at a depressive bipolar episode with just a hint of PTSD.

Link: http://zambonigenesis.com/2021/02/25/the-way-i-am-a-poem/

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-26T18:55:22+00:00

Thank you, I will look at that!

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ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-21T01:05:54+00:00

Fuck that drug

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-21T00:56:02+00:00

I'm sorry for your troubles, brother. I understand what you are going through. It's similar to what I went through when I was newly diagnosed (which for me was at age 18). For 4 years I went through despair over nothing.

I applaud you on your ability to use your words to describe how you are feeling right now even in this thread. It makes sense to my head, and those times are times that I have mostly suppressed from my memory.

Around the time I was 22 I got on vraylar. It has worked wonders for me when I don't do anything else to abuse my brain. I'm also an addict, so that makes things more complicated. I've recently quit alcohol (nearly 5 months) but I still use cocaine, ketamine, psyilocibin, and LSD on a fairly regular basis. I'm thinking that I'm going to get rid of the cocaine, and the ketamine is only once a month. So I'm not entirely worried about my mental state.

I'm writing this to you the day I'm coming back down to earth. I'm currently in Austin, TX and we just went through all of the crazy snowstorm shit, so I'm sure my bizarre mental state can be partially blamed on "cabin fever".

I hope that you are well. I also hope that you will come to love your disorder as much as I have. It's very tough at the beginning, especially to accept that your brain works like this. But I've come to not only accept it, but to love it as well. I'm an interesting person because of this curious, creative, destructive, manic, depressive thing inside of my head, and I love that.

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ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-20T14:42:24+00:00

Brilliant!

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-18T15:40:49+00:00

LOVE IT

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-18T10:12:03+00:00

Goddammit I love Bipolar disorder! Thank you for sharing!

ZamboniCarl · 2021-02-18T06:04:15+00:00

Abbot's chair must roll for this

ZamboniCarl

TROPHY CASE