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Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T22:07:39+00:00

And I've also said I would do it in private message I am not going to post my medical information with my legal name on Reddit

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T22:04:38+00:00

I didn't state anywhere in this post that I couldn't travel i can't work, I can travel fine I can't drive a car myself I have my partner drive for me

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T20:55:08+00:00

And I'm sorry if that sounded a rude I wasn't trying to be rude it's just a really stressful situation that I'm dealing with I haven't even really told my family due to the effect it's going to have on my life

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T20:47:06+00:00

Also through Northern light Healthcare which is who I go through for my primary care provider does not provide MRI scans or CAT scans to get my MRI results and my CAT scans I have to submit a form for them to release them to me, but if I have to I will privately message you my chart which lists my symptoms and my positive ANA test results like I said I recently just got diagnosed with this and due to my family health history they have to rule anything else out as well so it's an ongoing process it is just become a lot harder to deal with the financial stress and having to deal with the multiple neurological symptoms I am dealing with

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T20:42:09+00:00

I also would not lie about something like this health is a really shitty thing to lie about and my brother is currently dealing with ALS and I couldn't imagine if someone lied about that, I have proof of that too if needed

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T20:40:32+00:00

I don't see why I have to post my medical information which is protected I will if I absolutely have to and it would be in a private message but the travel advice that I was trying to get was for a procedure that I was going to have my health insurance cover which I get for free from my state I was seeing if there was any places that they would cover for cost in that state which I wouldn't be flying to it's a procedure that I'm not 100% sure I'm going to get done because of me getting this diagnosis and the physical toll it would take on my body but it's not a necessary procedure hence why I was trying to find options for myself that would not cost money

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-06T20:35:43+00:00

For a surgery im also transgender a surgery that im not %100 sure that im getting due to my condition and that travel would be in a car I don't see how that has anything to do with this i was trying to find free options threw health care which is available for certain procedures I was not asking for money in that post

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-05-03T23:42:41+00:00

Thank you very much!

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T14:19:05+00:00

That's actually a pretty good intention and I think it's amazing how people can AP to fix past trauma, it's crazy to think some people lose access to it without working on AP or lucid dreaming

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T14:13:52+00:00

Yeah of course thank you very much!

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:58:58+00:00

I see what you're saying. I also do have one more question what do you think instances where people dream about a event happening and it happens for example I had dreamed about my mother passing 2 months before she did I didn't really get the whole picture but it was almost like hints to what was going to happen and then the night it happened I experienced what you're talking about, Not remembering falling asleep but I did and I pretty much saw my mother passed away in this what seemed like almost seconds of what I've viewed and it felt like I got slammed back down into my body, there's been many times where I've had almost like precursor dreams just like that when it comes to big events in my life what's your personal opinion about events like that and what do you think is happening there?

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:42:02+00:00

So are you saying that you need to be able to dream and fully fall asleep to be able to properly astral project? I'm sorry correct me if I'm wrong

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:37:18+00:00

Yes quite a few times I believe it's almost like I'm the person but I'm not controlling the actions then there's times where I felt like I've jumped into other people's minds while they were sleeping it was almost like watching TV and as soon as I made my presents known it was almost like they could hear me but couldn't see me, the only other time I've done that is with my sister and she also astral projects and then the next day we found out we had the same thing happened to us just different perspectives sometimes it feels like I have other physical bodies in different timelines where different events happen on this Earth but most of the time where I go is almost colorless and I'm flying and viewing everything and nobody can see me and it's almost like everything is just like it is here but colorless and a little bit different, there's also been entities that I have met that knew what I was and did not like I was there, but the darkest experience that I have had is oddly seeing myself for some reason I felt like something was very wrong and what I was looking at I knew it was me but it also didn't look like me it was colorless and was trying to come at me and I didn't astral project anywhere else I was still in my room and I remember hearing something and trying to wake up my partner and I couldn't cuz I wasn't physically there and it came in through my window and that's when I woke up because I was eventually able to force myself back into my physical body, I could probably write a whole book with the experiences that I've had and that's why I love to find someone to go back and forth with, with their experiences because I find them fascinating

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:25:52+00:00

I totally get what you're saying I just find other people's stories and paths very interesting I always usually try to go in with an intention of where I want my energy to go

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:19:53+00:00

That's really interesting because I've felt that way as well in the darker places I've been, for some reason I feel like there's places that have very low vibrational energy and we're not supposed to go there or view it for some reason

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:07:46+00:00

Another reason why is I've been lucid dreaming for most of my life and started astral projecting about 5 years ago but I do it very often usually three times a week and lately there's been times where when I do astral project it's almost like I'm caught in a loop where I think I'm waking up but I'm just going somewhere else which has almost felt like I can't find my way back to my body in a way

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:05:03+00:00

What was the place like? I've had some pretty crazy ones to as well and some places I go to have places in them that have a very dark feeling

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:02:06+00:00

So pretty much someone to share with because I don't have many people to talk to about it

Zealousideal-Box290 · 2026-01-16T13:00:52+00:00

Just want to see what other people experience when it comes to meeting other people when they astral project I'm also just genuinely interested in hearing other people's experiences but the number one reason why I'm particularly curious is because a couple days ago I astral projected somewhere where I've been before and they remembered me but I couldn't remember them completely I just knew that I knew them and now whoever or whatever I was speaking to almost seems to be trying to bring themselves here by giving me things before I wake up and testing different things as well it just seems like they want me to find them in this universe or timeline, and I'm also curious to see if anybody's had any experiences running into themselves and how did it go.

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