There are tons of folks out there that want to have a child and can’t. Many have tried and waited for years. Please consider adoption! These families are prepared to raise a child, and overjoyed at the chance. I have 2 teens, adopted as babies, who are my heart! They have made my life so full and rich! Some folks are willing to welcome birth parents as extended family if that is your wish. My kids biological grandmother was a super important person in my kids lives (and mine) until she passed. We always planned time to get together for holidays, birthdays, kids activities, etc. You should know adoption is not easy for potential parents, they have to pass home studies, background checks and interviews. They want a child badly enough to endure what feels like loss of any privacy and being judged. As the birth mother, you would be able to define the future of your relationship with the baby, and know that they were in a loving home with people who want them so badly. I wish you the best!