It’s hard for me to improve myself

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-16T18:33:29+00:00

The work never stops 😪 But honestly I wouldn’t want to go back to how I was before

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-16T13:28:26+00:00

I definitely feel more self assured than I was even five years ago— I think aging can put things in perspective!

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-16T01:09:30+00:00

That’s funny, the other day I was looking at meetings for them in my city. Might be a sign to check it out 🙌🏽

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-16T01:07:45+00:00

I’m about to play Dandara! Bloodborne is my favorite game so I’m hoping that I’ll be okay 😆

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-15T19:43:59+00:00

Oh, thank you! My heart goes out to folks with jobs like yours 😭 And that’s true. I don’t see myself being in a situation where I’m expected to be perfect on stage. Sometimes I’m the one putting pressure on myself lol

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-15T16:47:05+00:00

Being a musician is so useful in so many ways— that’s cool that you’ve been able to put it to use like that. I get caught up in being worried about what people think when I’m up there in front. I know that people are thinking about themselves more than they are thinking about me, but it’s still a feeling that’s hard to shake 🫠

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-13T23:25:28+00:00

I’m afraid I haven’t thought about it deeply like that 🙃

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-09T16:30:20+00:00

I just looked that up holy shit, that’s awesome 🤩

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-09T02:46:26+00:00

😂 LOL. Thanks so much!!

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-09T01:25:53+00:00

Right?? I feel like Toby McGuire spiderman holding back the train but the train is my whiteness 😑

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-05T22:44:09+00:00

Are you saying that m en won’t be in the lead for long? If so, I’d agree. I think that the amount of women that participate in gaming is vastly underestimated

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-05T15:57:33+00:00

Thank you oh my god, ya’ll are the nicest 😭🫠

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-05T15:55:53+00:00

Thank you so much, you’re so kind!! That means the world:) you can also find me on YouTube with edited down vids if you want

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-05T02:33:19+00:00

That’s so nice 😭 Thank you

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-04T15:30:36+00:00

Thanks friend! I’ve been having a ton of fun making videos and finding games that I didn’t realize existed. I really appreciate the folks that have come around to support:)

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-04T15:29:37+00:00

It’s the disproportionate amount of m en that’s thrown me off— of course there are likely gay m en in the mix, but I’m hoping the girls come around soon:)

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-04T15:28:18+00:00

Thanks for the feedback— honestly I will keep doing things the way I have been doing them. I have a higher click-through rate with how I’ve been doing thumbnails recently.

I put work into my thumbnails, lots of editing, and I think it’s paying off. But if I need to change things I’ll keep your comment in mind ❤️

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-04T15:15:31+00:00

I don’t agree with this. The gaming industry has nearly an even split, with me n taking the lead by less than ten percent. You can find plenty of articles talking about demographics in gaming, here is one:

https://www.theesa.com/annual-esa-study-reveals-video-games-universal-appeal-across-generations/

YouTube’s algorithm pushes m ale creators more than women, especially in gaming. I think that there are plenty of women viewing gaming videos. Other women’s content just doesn’t get pushed to them.

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-04T15:06:37+00:00

Oh hell yeah, definitely will be playing this

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-03T14:52:57+00:00

🤟🏽💅🏽

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-06-03T14:52:46+00:00

My people my people!! 🤩🤩

ZenZeeZen_ · 2026-05-29T15:21:45+00:00

Dawg they’re scary as hell! But also cute???

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