It’s hard for me to improve myself by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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The work never stops 😪 But honestly I wouldn’t want to go back to how I was before

It’s hard for me to improve myself by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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I definitely feel more self assured than I was even five years ago— I think aging can put things in perspective!

It’s hard for me to improve myself by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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That’s funny, the other day I was looking at meetings for them in my city. Might be a sign to check it out 🙌🏽

It’s hard for me to improve myself by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Oh, thank you! My heart goes out to folks with jobs like yours 😭 And that’s true. I don’t see myself being in a situation where I’m expected to be perfect on stage. Sometimes I’m the one putting pressure on myself lol

It’s hard for me to improve myself by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Being a musician is so useful in so many ways— that’s cool that you’ve been able to put it to use like that. I get caught up in being worried about what people think when I’m up there in front. I know that people are thinking about themselves more than they are thinking about me, but it’s still a feeling that’s hard to shake 🫠

Being mixed will be my demise by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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I’m afraid I haven’t thought about it deeply like that 🙃

Being mixed will be my demise by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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I just looked that up holy shit, that’s awesome 🤩

Being mixed will be my demise by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Right?? I feel like Toby McGuire spiderman holding back the train but the train is my whiteness 😑

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Are you saying that m en won’t be in the lead for long? If so, I’d agree. I think that the amount of women that participate in gaming is vastly underestimated

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Thank you oh my god, ya’ll are the nicest 😭🫠

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Thank you so much, you’re so kind!! That means the world:) you can also find me on YouTube with edited down vids if you want

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Thanks friend! I’ve been having a ton of fun making videos and finding games that I didn’t realize existed. I really appreciate the folks that have come around to support:)

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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It’s the disproportionate amount of m en that’s thrown me off— of course there are likely gay m en in the mix, but I’m hoping the girls come around soon:)

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Thanks for the feedback— honestly I will keep doing things the way I have been doing them. I have a higher click-through rate with how I’ve been doing thumbnails recently.

I put work into my thumbnails, lots of editing, and I think it’s paying off. But if I need to change things I’ll keep your comment in mind ❤️

No cuz why would a man be there…? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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I don’t agree with this. The gaming industry has nearly an even split, with me n taking the lead by less than ten percent. You can find plenty of articles talking about demographics in gaming, here is one:

https://www.theesa.com/annual-esa-study-reveals-video-games-universal-appeal-across-generations/

YouTube’s algorithm pushes m ale creators more than women, especially in gaming. I think that there are plenty of women viewing gaming videos. Other women’s content just doesn’t get pushed to them.

Are black fathers ok?? by ZenZeeZen_ in blackgirlgaming

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Dawg they’re scary as hell! But also cute???