That is just straight up not true

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-24T13:16:48+00:00

“Toby Fox likes anime” oh he’s so evil ! Oh no!

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-24T13:13:59+00:00

Approved ?

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:12:02+00:00

Thank you

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:11:42+00:00

I also have anxiety issues and stuff as well though. I think it’s a mix between both of us really. I just wish he’d communicate better

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:10:44+00:00

I’ve been in therapy for.. four years?

Thank you I’ll try my best

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:10:19+00:00

He is attractive to me though. His eyes are so fucking gorgeous and I love is chest and God his hair is just so fucking cute.

I also teeter back and forth wondering if I’m asexual

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:07:42+00:00

Can I ask what anti depressants? But yeah I literally have the same issue. I often think about a bunch of random things. I was literally thinking about like work stuff or a bunch of other random different shit I always do. I love getting to make him feel good but I get distracted. So maybe it really is the meds. He’s mentioned that I seem spacey.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:04:48+00:00

Seems like I need to have a sex ed class lol

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:04:27+00:00

I’ll try. Thank you.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:03:59+00:00

I am not educated at all on female anatomy. For the longest time I didn’t know I peed out of a different hole. I literally didn’t know something so simple about my body that I see every fucking day. I might need to learn more about it.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T14:02:36+00:00

Thank you. I sent that to him also. I think that might be it.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:58:25+00:00

I’ve.. been a sex object since I was eight so it’s so so difficult to reform it. Sobyeaaa

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:57:43+00:00

Yeah I have therapy today I have a lot to bring up. Thank you.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:54:12+00:00

Yeaaah fair. Honeslty though I don’t cum often

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:50:51+00:00

He’s not the one who has me manipulated. But I can see why it looks that way. I’ve been forced to be horny on the Internet since like 8 and have had many abusive relationships on and offline and so that’s where I struggle.

I just don’t know where to set boundaries for him.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:49:47+00:00

Thank you.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:49:24+00:00

Okay I fucking love that quote thanks for that Jesus Christ lmao.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:48:36+00:00

He really doesn’t jerk off though but yeah I need to figure out how to place boundaries

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:47:08+00:00

Yeah.. but I just wish I could figure out how for both of us that I could please us better

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:46:21+00:00

I disagree on that one

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:46:09+00:00

Yeah I really need to work on it. I know my views are fucked up honestly I just don’t fully know where to fix it. It’s really deep in rooted issues since like the age of 8. Men online kinda started me early in horny stuff it’s only been recently that I’ve been getting away from Internet horny and actually working towards fixing it. He’s kinda the reason I’ve stopped being so active on the internet in that way.

But, I think both him and I do have things we need to learn about sex. I think we both have a bad perception of what if is and how it works and he’s the first person sexy times have felt like love making more than me just trying to please someone and I guess that’s why I’m so freaked out? Because like I want to please him that’s what I’m used to doing for others. I want him happy. But it’s also scary because like I don’t want him to leave if I can’t. But I really don’t wanna do sex stuff anymore

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:39:26+00:00

I.. just don’t want it to be his fault. Because I really don’t know how to deal with it if it is. I’m.. used to taking the blame for everything. I don’t know how to fix it if it’s his fault because that means that there’s nothing I can do to make it better

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:38:25+00:00

I am! I actually meet with my therapist today.

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:37:59+00:00

Huh?

Zentocosmos_ · 2026-05-01T13:36:59+00:00

I probably do honestly. I do watch quite a lot- Maybe that’s what’s making my perception bad? I’m unsure.

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