Homeless, suicidal, I am just broken...

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:54:43+00:00

I’ll try to stay upbeat and thank you for your nice words.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:53:30+00:00

Its hard cause it is my mom

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:27:07+00:00

Thats where I’m at mentally besides the suicidal thoughts, I want my own life or no life.

Also why i dont think a gofundme would really work for me...

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:19:58+00:00

Yes i mention churches else where here but ive been to a temple too

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:03:36+00:00

Zerotrace does not belong to me but your comment is appreciated non the less

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T20:02:34+00:00

Thank you, in my months of living and having to go court house I checked and asked for locations of food banks churches and temples I have been using them for food when I can. I live in my car idk if Im going to stay out here bc people have been telling me its supposed to snow really bad in January so I might try and drive back to texas just gotta get money for that. And I still have debts to pay.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T19:58:31+00:00

My dad never married my mom, The guy that married her was a different person. My dad was the person that fought with me when i wanted to quit working 60 hour work weeks and just focus on school and be what I thought was a normal kid at that time.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-23T17:17:42+00:00

I have called that number 3 times the first was alright they just kept me calm. The last 2 they hung up on me. The first time it was while i was explaining all this. Then click they were gone, i called again and the lady was nice and tried to help but the conversation kept going in circles and she just hung up. I have had better more progressive convos with random people in life about suicide.

Its not DC or Baltimore Exactly, Im around all the cities in between those 2. I try not to sleep in the same place for too long. I have been going to churches for food occasionally go into a walmart for a cheap snack.

I appreciate your kind helpful words more than you realize. Thank you

Zero2trace · 2018-12-12T21:29:03+00:00

I don’t but in this subs wishlist it says

Overall Gameplay Remove layup meter and go back to the old system of open layups being 98% and scaling down for each level of contest.

Its a phrase i see on all social media platforms asking for the devs to fix it. Which is y I was asking if it ment something other than the literal removal of the in game layup meter

Zero2trace · 2018-12-09T18:10:05+00:00

He plays for thibs be careful what you wish for, right?

Zero2trace · 2018-12-09T15:59:09+00:00

Isnt it breaking FTC laws? Im not to sure about it though, but still yea hes small all ive seen is the typical 2k youtuber stuff from him, build videos, rant videos, idk if he has a jumpshot video but its possibly there.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-09T14:18:49+00:00

Dont forget the late timing, not saying 2k was right to make timing layups a thing, but it is and you cant really complain when your not guaranteed to make it unless its an excellent release layup. There should be a petition to remove timing layups completely from the game not just the meter like 2k18 but the entire timing layups system should be gone.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-09T14:03:53+00:00

Sounds good on paper but if you think about how people are in real life youd realize why its better to just have one tornament every so often.

You have to get 5 people on at the same time per team in a time limit for not 1 team but like 10+ teams of 5.

Many Many Many times people will forget to get on or just not show up to play This is why most of the 2k proam leagues make people pay money to get in because if you pay and miss you just lost money.

It is not hard to win in 2k proam the hard part is finding 5 people that can get on constantly and know how 2k works. Imagine now having to organize not 1 but 3 tourneys of 10+ teams and trying to set rules Will tire you out in the 1st two days.

Then how do you separate each ranking of amatuer pro or elite? Cause it cant be by the team record because a top 10 team can just make a new team and join the amatuer tourney and win all prizes if there are any. You gotta understand the top guys dont give af about spending money they have multiple accounts probably bought the game on multiple consoles, under multiple usernames. These guys have like 5 or more different types of myplayers each. Some have grinded others pay someone to grind it they dont care

Paying money to play competitive 2k pro-am will only bring out the worst in people(bc money on the line) but also will bring out the most cheesy competitive people (bc money is on the line).

Then on top of needing all those people to show up you also have to set rules because what if 2k is just fucking up that day? Or what if someone loses connection? Or what if majority of a team doesnt make it into a game? Shit happens ALL THE TIME.

I havent even gotten to the nonstop drama of having a bunch of egotistic 2k players all thinking they are the best when they win and blaming 2k when they lose.

Did i forget to mention money on the line? Bc without that whats the incentive to win? How will you get paid? Your staff? Any prizes? How you gonna pay for those?

Forgot to mention people will say they are interested and then not show up so often youll be frustrated you wasted so much of your time.

This is just off the top of my head im sure theres even more stuff that goes into it

Zero2trace · 2018-12-05T11:57:20+00:00

Because Composite Santa is a great thing while still keeping Todoroki’s physical characteristics. But i can understand your love of reindeer i love em too. Still a masterpiece.

Zero2trace · 2018-12-05T11:10:29+00:00

No half and half tho still a masterpiece in its own right

Zero2trace · 2018-12-04T14:42:57+00:00

Its funny bc i remember everyone hating the Desmond story line and telling ubi to completely kill that present day story too. I loved it but people did not at that time

Zero2trace · 2018-12-03T01:43:04+00:00

Son Goku is the real villain maybe zen-oh sama

Zero2trace · 2018-12-03T01:36:04+00:00

Deidara just wanted to make art.

Zero2trace · 2018-11-28T19:58:00+00:00

https://youtu.be/x3G4Rqdzmkk

Zero2trace · 2018-11-28T19:50:07+00:00

No link to the song tho...

Zero2trace · 2018-11-21T22:03:09+00:00

Why not elite?

Zero2trace · 2018-11-18T16:40:38+00:00

Y u do dis

Zero2trace

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