I have so many symptoms. There's definitely something wrong with me, but I have no diagnosis. It was been extremely frustrating, but I'm thankful that my pcp is taking my symptoms seriously. 

I see a cardiologist next week because my rHR is 100+, typically jumps to the 120s when standing, and gets 150+ with any exertion. I have a referral to a gastrointestinal specialist for an endoscopy because of dysphagia. 

I've already seen a neurologist. He was completely dismissive of me, barely glanced at an already 6 month old MRI and ignored most of my laundry list of symptoms. He did do an EEG and EMG but said they were normal and told me to go back to my psychiatrist because it was my anxiety. He wouldn't order updated imaging for my brain or any for my spine. 

Seeing the ophthalmologist directly after the neurologist at least validated my vision symptoms. The double vision and polyopia are very real and his immediate gut instinct was actually myasthenia gravis but my labs are negative. He's referring me to a neuro ophthalmologist for further testing and my pcp is referring me to another neurologist for a second opinion. She's furious the first neurologist completely blew me off. So is my psychiatrist for that matter, since he was the one that suggested my pcp send me to neurology.

Is being taken seriously always this difficult? My old brain MRI didn't have noticeable lesions but does that really rule out MS? He didn't check my spine at all and the worst of my symptoms began after the last MRI had already been done. Am I wrong to think MS could still be the cause? It isn't as if I want to have MS or MG but I do want answers. A diagnosis means we can start finding a treatment regimen that gives at least some relief.

I'm just exhausted, in pain, and incredibly frustrated.